I always visit Jhin's house everything hoping to see her but she is still not there. I also hope his BFF knows but he is not there either. I am living like a hell now. I drowned myself in alcohol. I neglected the company, every day I was with alcohol. Why did she leave me? In what reason?
"Oppa!" Christy hugged me and she cries. "Oppa, why are you doing this to yourself? Why?!" she beats me. I cried when I feel her beating my chest. I am glad that I can still feel anything.
"Christy your Unnie left, she doesn't love me right? But I need her, I love her, I dunno where she is right now."
"We are still here for you Oppa. Please get up, stop drinking! It will not help you!"
"I feel emptiness without her Christy. I love her so much."
Christy stood up. "I will find her!" she said angrily.