Vol 1 : Ch 19 - I'm sorry but I really, really love you.

Vol 1: Ch 19 - I'm sorry but I really, really love you.

After hanging up the call from her Mom and Chairwoman Meng both of them suddenly feel the silence and awkwardness from them.

Then suddenly Vin breaks the awkwardness from them.

"You're unbelievable Xue, I didn't know that you're also stealing her papers huh"

"I have no choice that time Vin, when I saw her papers full of answer and knowing that Rei was smart, so I steal in order for her not to shine"

"I just wonder, what Rei did to you that you will become like this and full of scheming to her, huh?"

"You wonder why? She tried to steal you away from me"

"She didn't steal me from you, you know."

"What?"

"She didn't because I'm the one who approaches Rei first and became a friend of her. I'm the one who finds a way how to contact her, I'm the one who will make ways in able to reach and contact her. I think you already heard it when we were in the shop, right?"

"That...."

"Xue, I know it's my fault that I let it happened between us, but why you didn't let me give a chance to be with Rei, why?"

"I'm sorry Vin, but I really, really love you so that's why I can't."

"If you love me, why you didn't give me a chance to confess to her? I know that I already confess to Rei but that's doesn't count because you are there, you even inform her that we did it and expecting a baby. If you were Rei, what you will feel? You give another reason for her to reject me. If you love me, why you didn't notice that Rei loves and likes me is only just for a friend. I'm glad that I heard from her but that's not enough because I know that Rei just treat me as a friend, a friend, you heard me"

"Vin, I'm sorry."

"Have you ever taught why I have 5 ex-girlfriends even though that the one I really love was Rei who never become my girlfriend? Have you ever taught why I didn't confess to Rei and why I wait for many years to confess to her? It's because I want her to look at me as a man and not as a friend."

"Rei loves you but I'm more in love with you Vin".

"Rei loves me? For what and when did Rei loves me? Rei only loves me as a friend, if Rei really loves me as you do and what I do, she will find a way of how to contact me or even blocking my rivals."

"So what do you want me to do?"

"I don't know"

"Then if I'm really pregnant, I will abort the baby and let you go."

"Are you insane, after what I promise to Rei that I will love the baby with all my heart, you're now going to get rid of it?"

"Then what I'm going to do, huh?"

"Let's wait for a month, even though we can do the test after a week, we will not do that since Rei gives a lot of days to us to settle it. If you're pregnant I will take responsibility for it and automatically cut off my ties with Rei, if you're not pregnant then let me go and help me with Rei."

"Okay"

"I know you're just living opposite to my unit because you said it a while ago but I will not let you stay in your own unit because you might find a way how to get pregnant in order to stay with me"

"Thank you Vin" hugged him right away.

"Also don't hug me casually."

"Oops, my bad Vin, I'm sorry."

"By the way, are you really sure you're pregnant?"

"Yes, I'm sure because we did it for the whole night and you climax inside with me many times. So, I'm sure of it. I think Rei already guessed that I'm really pregnant with your baby."

"That....."

"Don't be shy Vin, even you got drugged by me, you still did it to me gently since you taught that you did it with Rei after all, so that's why."

"You're unbelievable."

"I'm sorry but that's because I really, really love you. By the way, for you to monitor me, I will stay with you beside you wherever you are."

"What?"

"Even taking a bath, so be prepared, Vin"

"You....you're shameless Xue."

"Yes, I am. I already have done it to you many times so no need to stay innocent. By the way, before meeting with Rei, I also did it to you.... so I'm becoming more shameless, you know."

"...." speechless because of her

"Let's go." grab Vin's hands.

"Where?"

"To my unit, in order to pack my clothes or do you prefer me to wear your clothes or even your undergarments?"

"We're not married yet"

"But we already did it many times"

"I don't remember"

"Then I will let you see the videos of us doing it so that you'll remember it".

"Shameless and go on your own"

"Yes I am and I already told you, I'm always beside you wherever you go."

"Okay, okay, now let's go".

Both of them get out from the unit and facing in front of them, is Xue's Unit. The two of them notice 4 boxes left outside the door that the two of them forget who is it from and didn't even remember that Rei already said so. Vin and Xue get each box and look at the name.

"Rei," both of them said together. Vin remembered it right away.

"That's right Rei said something to you that she left something outside of your unit."

Xue just listening to him while opening the boxes. She opens the first box which is already in her hand and inside is a pair of high heels that worth one-month salary of Rei, the second box is a set of silver necklace, the third box is a pair of silver earrings with a design of the heart and fourth box which is still in the hands of Vin suddenly out of sight from him since she grabs it right away then open the box without caring, as for what is it, she notices this is the bigger one compared to other three, after opening, inside of it is a blue dress. All of them are her most favorite, she can afford to buy them but she never bought them because she wants someone special to her that will buy them and give them to her, that never occurs to her, that the one who gives them all is Rei, the one she hurt, the one she betrayed and the one she steals something and someone from her. Xue tried to compose herself but then burst out after reading her message. At first, she didn't notice a small folded paper attached but realized it after it falls from the floor. She slowly picks up the folded paper and in the other boxes. Reading the message but not in order since she just read what she picks first.

First paper

Happy 20th Birthday Xue

Hope this necklace will make you happy.

Second paper

Happy 24th Birthday Xue.

I already have 4 boxes in my room including this one. When do I have a chance to give these presents to you and all of this, huh? By the way, I just visit your house but your Mom and Dad informed me that you're already started living alone after High School Graduation. And silly of mine I forgot to ask your address and contact number from them. I hope this dress will make you happy. Let's meet another time. I miss you, Xue, hope you didn't forget about me and hope you're not mad at me because I have a feeling that you hated me or maybe I'm wrong, ha, ha, ha just imagining it and once again Happy Birthday Xue.

Third paper

Happy 23rd Birthday Xue.

Hope we will meet someday. Hope you like my gift, it's high heels after all. He, he, I'm really sure that you will like it, am I right? Miss you Xue.

Last Paper

Happy 22nd Birthday Xue.

This earring has a design of the heart and I already remembered you the moment I laid my eyes on this earring since you like it and love the heart design, right? Hope you will like it.

After reading, Xue silently crying and heard Vin.

"You can let it out loud Xue, you already saw my crying side so no need to be embarrassed by me and got seen by me"

After hearing it, Xue cry like a volcano that just erupted. Vin hugged Xue and comfort her. Xue just cries without letting out her full emotions through words but Vin knows that Xue was regretting what she did to her. After an hour, Xue calming down and already stop crying.

"Are you alright now, Xue?"

"Uh-uh, thanks, Vin. Ha, ha I never thought that your kind to me"

"I...Idiot" then change the topic right away "just pack your clothes now"