"What is it?" I asked.
"Nothing important. Just about that." Taehyung said.
"We all are here. You can tell all of us if you have a problem. We are here to help you." Yoongi said.
"Thanks for everything." I said.
"And you can talk about everything else whenever you're ready." Yoongi said.
"Thanks guys. I'm lucky I have friends like you guys." I said.
"We are lucky to have you. Shall we go down?" Taehyung said.
"I need some lone time. I'll come after sometime." I said smiling.
"Okay!" They said and left.
I went to the window and looked up at the bright, blue sky.
"Eomma, appa. I've got good friends who really care about me, like you guys loved me. I felt family again. I've felt being with you. I've never been this happy after that incident. I'm lucky that I've met Jimin that day. It's all either fate or your blessing that made me meet him. I feel happy with him. And others too. I'm happy at least I could share these things with you guys even if you aren't here to see it. And I'll attend Taejin's wedding and show him that I don't need him anymore. I still remember that day. I'll show him I can find someone better than him. I need your blessings." I said, feeling a bit sad and remembering my past.
I went downstairs and saw no one was there.
"Guys?" I called out.
There was no sound of them. I looked for them in every room. No one was found. I shrugged and sat on the couch.
I scrolled through my phone. Waiting for them, I scrolled and scrolled. I felt tired and slept on the couch.
After few minutes, I got a call from an unknown number. I woke up and attended the call.
"Hello. May I know who is this and what you want?"
"Hi y/n. I'm Jin young. Remember?"
"Oh yeah. Hi. Sorry I forgot to save
your number. Anyways, what is it about?"
"I thought, why not we meet?"
"Yeah. About that. Shall we meet tomorrow morning 10 at a cafe. I'll send the location."
"Yeah sure. See ya tomorrow then."
"Yeah. Bye."
"Bye!"
*end of call
Tomorrow I have to meet him. I went into so much thinking of how I'll tell him. What if he reacts different or what will happen?
I got some much deep into my thoughts that I didn't realise someone calling my name.
"Y/n? Y/n?" Someone shook me.
I got back to my sense. I looked and saw the guys standing, looking at me weirdly.
"Is something wrong? You didn't even respond." Hoseok asked.
"Nothing. I was just thinking about something." I said a bit awkwardly.
"Whatever you say." Hoseok said.
"Jimin and Taehyung, I need to talk to you for a sec. Can you come upstairs?" I asked.
They nodded their heads and came with me upstairs.
We went to a room. I locked the door.
"There's something I need to talk about." I said.
"You're fine right?" Jimin asked.
"Yeah I'm fine. It's about Jin young."
"That officer? What does he want?" Taehyung asked.
"While you guys were not there, I got a call from him. He said he wanted to meet me tomorrow." I said a bit nervously.
"So what? Go and meet him." Jimin said.
"I know that. But what if something happens. When I say I don't want a relationship, what if he does something or hurts me or himself? I don't want that." I said.
"Where did you ask him to meet?" Taehyung asked.
"The cafe in the corner. Near that store, at 10." I said.
"Ok. You take Jimin hyung with you. I have an important work tomorrow. I can't make it. And it's near after all." Taehyung said.
I looked a Jimin for an answer. "Okay. Anyways, I had to buy some groceries. I'll come with you." He said.
"Thank you so much." I said and hugged both of them, together.
"Do you want coffee?" I asked.
"Heck yeah!" Taehyung said.
"I'll go get some for everyone." Jimin said and left.
Taehyung was about to leave, but I stopped him.
"Taehyung!" I called.
"What is it y/n?" He asked casually like he knew I would call him.
"Nothing." I said. I wanted to tell him about it. But I thought to tell about it later.
He shrugged and we both walked down.
We had some fun and went to bed.
I was seated at the couch and thinking about how it will tomorrow go.
"I wish no one suffers more than me." I said to myself.
"Y/n!" I heard a voice.
I looked up and saw a figure standing in the dark.
He came forward. I was surprised to see Jimin. Did he hear what I said? Shit!
"Who were you talking to?" He asked.
"N-n-no one!" I stammered.
"Okay. I just wanted to tell you that don't worry about tomorrow. I'll be there and sleep tight." He said.
"Thank you and good night." I said. He left. Maybe he didn't hear. I went to sleep.
*next morning
I woke up pretty early. I woke up and went to the guest room to get ready.
I took out my bag and looked for a dress to wear.
I showered and wore a simple shirt with jeans. I took my bag and waited in the hall for Jimin.
It was 9. He still didn't come. I decided to check on him. I knocked the door and entered in.
I saw Jimin standing there, shirtless. His pants were on. It looked like he was searching for a shirt.
"Yah. What takes you so long. Just a shirt and pant is enough for a store here." I approached him and said.
I looked at his cupboard which was kinda organised. I took out a random shirt and said,"here, wear this. You'll be good in any. So it doesn't matter. And come fast." I said and walked out.
I waited for him at the couch. He came in a second.
"Shall we leave?" He asked.
"Sure. I hope I finish it fast and nothing happens." I said a bit off mood.
"Hey. Everything's gonna be fine. You have 7 guys and a girl to look after you." He said.
I hit him softly and laughed.
The coffee shop was near enough, so we walked.
"Why don't you want a relationship?" He asked all of a sudden.
I stood froze, thinking about the dreadful moment I had back then.
"I don't want all of this now. Carrier first and then only love and all. Maybe after I'm 25?" I said.
He giggled. We reached the destination.
"If you've finished, let me know." He said.
I nodded and waved my hand to him. I went inside the cafe and sat at a table.
*After 5 mins
I heard a voice call my name. I raised my head and saw Jin young.
"Hi!" I said.
"Hey." He said back.
We seated down.
"I need to tell you something." We both said at the same time. I was a bit surprised and shocked.
"You can go first." He said.
"No. You first, please." I said, cause I wanted to know what he wanted to tell first.
"Y/n. The first day I saw you, I couldn't forget your everything. I missed you more and more and wanted to see you all the time. I like you y/n. I like you." He said and looked at me, waiting for an answer.
I gulped and said,"Jin young, I'm sorry, but I wanted to tell you that I don't want a serious relationship right now. I wanted to tell you about it that day, but I had some issue so I had to leave. I'm sorry. I should have at least told you about it that day." I stopped and looked at him.
He looked like he was gonna kill me.
He smirked and said,"You knew I liked you and now you're playing with my feelings. I know everything. If you didn't want a serious relationship, then why did you come and meet me?" His tone grew angry.
I got pissed off, by his question and the anger he showed for a thing where there's no reason to be angry.
In an anger tone, I replied,"first, I didn't accept for your invite. Second, I didn't wanna turn you down, even though I knew about you for a less time. Third, how am I supposed to know you have or created feelings for me? Fourth, for me, friends first, job second and then comes love. It's not my fault of you think like that." I said.
"Oh, now I see. It's not you don't want a relationship. It's because, you don't like me and you like that friend of yours. What's his name? ..... ah. Jimin. Am I right?" He said.
"Just shut up. We're close friends. And think whatever you want, cause I don't give a shit about it." I said and left out.
As I crossed the door, I got pulled back and banged to the wall.
I opened my eyes and saw Jin young, coming closer to me and blocking my way of escape.
He came close and said,"you think I'll leave you?" He smirked.
I closed my eyes tightly.
Suddenly, I heard a voice which was very familiar.
"Hey, you!" I opened and saw Jimin standing beside him.
He moved off me. I went to Jimin, in that gap.
"What are you trying to do with her?" Jimin asked.
"Are you blind? I went to kiss her." He said.
"And without her permission." Jimin said with an angry tone.
"You, stay away from this. It's between me and her." He said pointing at him.
I got really angry by what he said.
I stepped forward and said,"You don't have any rights to talk about him. And you know what?" I paused.
I put my hand around Jimin's arm, which made him surprised.
"You were right. I like him. In fact, he's my boyfriend now. Any problem in that?" I asked him.
By my action, Jimin also played along. He put his hand on my back and pulled me closer to him.
"And don't poke your nose in our relationship. Better mind your own business." Jimin said.
Without saying a word, Jin young left. I felt a bit relieved. All of a sudden, I realised, we were still standing like a couple. I took my hand out his arms as fast as I could.
"Sorry." He said.
"It's okay. And thanks for playing along." I said and showed him a warm smile.
We headed home. The others were seated in the room. I didn't notice and I went to the guest room, which for now is my room and sat down on the bed.
I looked at myself at the mirror opposite to me and walked towards it.
"Why? What is wrong with you? Can't I live a happy life, at least once? Why do only I, face these? First, my parents, then him and now this. Do I even need this?" I said and broke down in tears. I banged the mirror and blood drops fell from my hand. I kneeled down and cried more and more.
"Y/N!" I heard Jimin's voice.
He approached me.
"Y/n! What is this? Why are you bleeding? Wait!" He said and left and came back in a Sec with some first aid.
I sat down and he sat next to me. He took my hands and observed them.
"Y/n, you're already hurt. Why?" He looked worried.
He took some medicine and applied it.
"Ahh." I said in pain.
"Sorry! Does it pain a lot?" He asked worried.
I laughed and said, while crying,"I've seen and witnessed more pain. Do you think I look like a fool?" I asked.
He covered my hand with bandage and said,"Here, look at me." He cupped my face, wiped my tears and said,"Listen to me. In my entire life, till now, I've could've never seen anyone like you. You're the best at everything.
It's the truth. You're beautiful, smart and a girl, any guy could ask for. Your a strong girl, who grew up without anyone's help after an accident and now here, as the PA of BTS. I'm really proud of you. There's no one I could replace you with. There's only one y/n, and it's you. My only friend y/n." He said in a sad tone.
I got moved by his words. "J-Jimin!" I said and got up and hugged him tightly.
I cried under his arms.
"Y/n, I'll always be there for you, any time, any day, anywhere."
"I'm blessed to have someone like you in my life." I said and cried.
He hugged me and comforted me.
"Thank you Jimin. If it wasn't for you today, I would have died."
"Shhh. Don't say it. You'll not leave me and I won't let you to." He said.
I hugged him more tighter and never let go of him.
I wanted him close to me always. I feel something between us. What is it? What can it be? I need an answer. The more I am with him, the more I feel my heart fluttering. The more I want to spend time with him. Why do I feel this way?
To be continued.......