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My Feelings For You, Park Jimin (my childhood friend)

It's been a lot of years since meeting her childhood friend. she meets him finally but is scared to meet him as she's worried if he'd remember her. They eventually meet and face problems in between. Tune in to find out what they were and how they overcame it!

Ruby093 · Urban
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Guys, I'm fine

Taehyung POV

It was almost a day or two and y/n hasn't woken up. We were really worried. "Jimin hyung, you better get home and take rest. I'll take care of her." I said.

"But-" I cut him and said.

"Hyung I'll call you when she wakes up. Just go home and relax. I'm here." I said and dropped him down the basement.

Jimin's POV

Y/n, such a sweet and kind girl. She has a lot of problems. She took in a bullet for me. Whoever has done this, I'll not leave them. I'll find out soon. I went home, took a shower and tried to sleep but I couldn't.

Tears flowed in my eyes. She's hurt a lot. I have to stand by her. I wiped my tears and drank some water and went back to sleep.

Y/n POV

I woke up by the bright sunlight. I turned the other side and tried to adjust myself with the light. I looked around and saw there was no one.

There was a sudden pain in my left shoulder.

I held onto it and tried to get up, but it pained more.

The door opened. It was Taehyung.

He was surprised to see me awake.

"Y/n, how do feel now? Are you okay? Is there any pain? Let me go get the doctor." He said and left before I could speak anything.

He came back with the doctor.

The doctor came and asked me a tons of questions.

"You're feeling better now?"

"Yeah." I said. And smiled even though there was a lot of things inside.

"How is pain on the scale of 1-10?" He asked.

"A 5." I said. It was lie. I did t want Taehyung to think I'm in pain and the others too.

"Okay. You're perfectly fine. You can be discharged after two days, as we need to observe you." He said and left.

"You really feeling better?" Taehyung asked.

"Come on. I'm fine." I said smiling.

I paused for sometime and asked,

"Taehyung, how are the others? Are they fine? Nothing happened to you guys right?"

"Y/n, think about yourself at times too. They're all fine." He said.

I smiled. "You didn't tell about him to anyone right?" I asked doubtedly.

"I know you wouldn't want to tell anyone. And I swear I didn't tell anyone." He paused and said,

"Oh yeah, and I talked about it with Yoongi hyung. He said he'll come up with something." He said.

I still looked confused.

"Y/n, why are you confused? Anything wrong?" He asked.

"No. It's just that Taejin said he's getting married the next month. But why does he trouble me while he's getting married? That's what I don't understand." I said.

"We'll find out soon from him." He said and called the others that I was awake.

"So, how long have I been like this?" I asked.

"Two days." He said casually.

"Two days?" I shouted.

*after 15 mins

The door opened again revealing everyone. They were so fast.

"Y/n, are you fine? Does it hurt? Do you feel better now?" They asked all together.

"Guys. Stop! I'm totally fine. The doctor said I'll be discharged in a day or two. So don't worry." I said and realised why are these guys here.

"Wait! Don't you have work?" I asked.

"No. The manager said he won't keep for this month as there is still only few days left and wanted you take rest." Jin said.

"Seriously." I said.

Mia came beside me and looked at me. Tears flowed in her eyes.

"Girl, come on. I'm perfectly fine now. You should be the one cheering me up. Come on." I said and held her hand.

"Let's make a deal. We'll spend an entire day together. Like going out, shopping, beach, food,etc. Okay?" I said looking at them.

"Okay." They said, a bit happy.

The door opened again. But a bit hurried.

"Y/N!" It was my brother. He came near me and held my hands and tears flowed.

The guys left and gave us some privacy.

"Oppa. I'm totally fine. It's just my shoulder. And I'll be home in two days. Oppa please don't cry." I said as I became sad.

"Y/n. Who did this to you? Is it that guy?" I could see sadness and anger in his eyes.

"I don't know oppa. Oppa please don't cry. Or else I'll cry too." I did sadly.

He wiped his tears and hugged me.

I held his hand and said,"Oppa can you promise me one thing?"

"Anything for you." He said smiling.

"Promise me, not to tell anyone about him. And I promise that... I would be a better sister." I said.

"You are already perfect. This is more than enough. There's nothing you need to promise to me. If anything I should do as I've been a bad brother. I've never known what happened to you before. And here you are because I couldn't look after you." He said and became sad.

"Oppa no. You're the best brother I could ask for. You've done everything for me. And I'm happy to know that I have someone." I said and tears flowed.

He kissed my forehead. And said,"okay I have some work. I'll come everyday and check on you. Bye!" He smiled.

"Bye Oppa!" I smiled and said.

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Baekhyun's POV

I went out and went to her friends.

"Thank you so much for saving her."

"All thanks should be to Yoongi hyung. He was the one who gave blood for y/n." Hoseok said.

I went to him and said,"Yoongi thanks a lot. I'll never forget this help."

"She's my sister too. I would've done it for anyone. And lucky that it matched." He said.

I hugged him and said that I'll take a leave.

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Y/n POV

As he left, Jimin came inside.

"Hey." I said.

"By any chance do you know who gave me blood? Cause I know I lost a lot while in the car." I asked him.

"Yoongi hyung. It was a coincidence." He said and sat next to me.

"Jinjja?!" I was surprised. Yoongi oppa gave me blood.

I felt happy though.

"Where are the others?"

"They left. I'll be looking after you today." He said and smiled.

But suddenly his mood changed. Tears flowed in his eyes. It was the first time I've seen him cry.

"Jimin, what happened? Come on." I said.

"Y/n, I know you're not fine, even though you smile outside and say you're fine.

Who are you y/n? You just took in a bullet for me. You sacrificed your life for me. It should have hit me. You're already in so much pain. And now this." He said crying.

"Jimin stop saying like this. I'm your friend. If not me then who would. We share everything. Even pain. I know you can't tolerate this much pain. But I can cause this is less. I've seen more. I would do this to anyone, cause you're my friends. And you're more important to me than anyone else." I said and held his hands.

I continued,"Jimin, I know you'll start blaming yourself. Please don't do that. And moreover, you guys are all fine and that's enough for me."

"I'll not leave the person who did this to you. Do you know who it is?" He became fierce now.

"I don't know. And just leave it now. I'm fine and I don't want to talk about it now." I said.

He caressed my hair and went to get some coffee.

When he left I just said to myself,

"What am I even doing? I still don't know what I'm doing with my life."

I tried to sit up and tried to walk.

I slowly sat up and rested my back for sometime. And I put my legs down and slowly sat straight.

It pained a bit, but I controlled it. I got down. I held onto the bed and tried to walk slowly. I felt kinda dizzy but I tried my best.

The door opened. It was Jimin. He kept the coffee down and came beside me and said,"what are you doing?"

"Walking?!" I said doubtedly.

"I know that. But you got well now only and you want to hurt yourself again?" He asked.

"Hey, its so boring sitting in one place and I'm trying to walk. So it would be nice if you help me." I said and he sighed and finally accepted.

I put my right arm around him and he held on to my waist.

He made me walk around the room.

After few rounds I felt myself. I sat down and drank the coffee he got.

*at night

I did nothing the entire time. And just lay in the bed. Cause Jimin didn't let me do anything after that walk.

It was cloudy and most likely to rain.

It started drizzling first and then heavy rains put up.

I can't sleep when it rains usually. And the worse is when the thunder hits.

Jimin was awake. "Jimin, can you sleep with me? You know it's..." I paused and he came to me.

"I know you can't sleep while raining. Okay." He said and I moved to give him space.

The rain was heavy and I hugged his hand as it rained. Suddenly there was a loud thunder.

I held onto his shirt and was now under his arms.

The thunder, I hate thunder. But rain was fine, but not at night.

I felt comfortable under him. And safe.

My heart started beating fast. Why do always feel this? And I just slept under his arms.

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Jimin's POV

As I went and slept next to her, she held onto my hand. When the thunder hit she held my shirt and I put my arm around her to make her feel safe.

I felt different. I wanted to stay like this forever. My heart started pounding. There butterflies in my stomach. I felt there was something else. But I couldn't tell what it is exactly.

To be continued...