2 DID NOT CHOOSE THIS LIFE (2)

She only slept for an hour and the nightmare began same things she would see she would whisper "mummy don't leave me please mummy I love you please don't leave" her hand reached to hold on but couldn't in the dream she's only five years old trying to understand why her mother left her uncles holding her telling her her mother been called back to heaven but why her mother she woke up sweating gasping for air-she felt like she was drowning but as always she can't remember the whole dream just the end part.

Mu zain has woken up because of her whimpering he looks at her with sympathy and asks"bad dream I thought they stopped something happens to trigger them". She looked blankly at him nodding her head Mu zain asked"want to tell me about it "she looks at him "I saw a woman getting raped they made the children watch" then she gets up goes to the bathroom closes the door turns the shower on and sits there. Mu zain looks towards the bathroom door and sighs thinking I shouldn't have sent her but he remembers what she told him up till now he only knew her mum died but the circumstance is it sketchy but what triggered it today was she saw maybe it is similar to happen to her mum. Mu zain couldn't ask any of maternal family they were tightly sealed about it under the circumstances they got married under was another reason they wouldn't tell him. In the bathroom, she sat for a long time thinking about it trying to remember but couldn't, in the end, she gave up dried herself put her joggers on came out of the bathroom looked at her husband and said "I'm going practice training outside in the garden "Mu zain just nodded he knew he couldn't stop her.

She went out to the garden because the house was build in remote part of Beijing it was big there were a lot of ground she ran around then trained in her fighting techniques because over time she had learned various art of fighting she blended her own style the oldest style she learned from her grandfather he was very strict with training them afterwards she sat on favourite rock under the tree reminiscing about her past

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Past

She remembers how her and sister and cousins and her shadow guards and all the members of the family used to train together from a very young age they would start there training it was very strict come Sun rain-snow gales that's had to train but they had to if they wanted to stay alive because they belonged to the underworld they needed to on alert 24/7 but although it was tough she loved it all her maternal family were very nice they looked after her and her sister after their mum passed away.

Her favourite uncle was her sixth uncle Jack he was only five years older than her and her cousin Att who was same age as her uncle .jimmy Att is the son of oldest uncle jimmy his mummy Izzy who had taken responsibility of her and her sister Amelia but they were like having older brothers and her sister who was the younger twin by 15 minutes the four off them were thick as thieves she always felt safe and loved with them. Her other uncles were older and married had there own children some older some younger. But they all looked out for each other. Her second uncle jade was married to his childhood Hannah sweetheart after a lot of commotion he had 3 sons oldest jade bao was 10 years older than her second cousin jade bo 8 years older than her jade being was 6 years older than her. Third uncle jay had 2 sons married to grandfather old business partner Bach daughter fai oldest son jay dequan was 8 older than her second son jay dong was 6 years older than her. Fourth uncle Jaakko was married to Jackie another associate of the grandfather they didn't have any children. Fifth uncle Jacinta married to Dakini they had twin boys Jacinta Fahim and Jacinta Fabio they were 5 years older than her. Then sixth uncle jack who wasn't married. And lastly, her mother Jaden who was the firstborn to grandfather Master Isaac, grandma Maarika.

She missed them so much she missed her home she has been away for almost 5 years but returning wasn't an option especially the circumstances she had to leave through no fault of her own. She didn't just leave her home but had moved from where she was born and bred in England to China such a cultural shock. She had to adjust to a completely different lifestyle going from a world-class assassin to a mother of three children in a flash she was only 14 years old changing from guns, knives to nappies milk bottles. Wasn't what she signed up for it didn't come with a manual not returnable nor refundable but in time she learned to adjust her life to juggle motherhood, business, extracurricular activity as they named it was a good thing her husband was also part of the underworld still be-able to have her thrill of using her gun, hands, feet for fighting kept her sane.

She remembers how she took her first target at the age of ten she got praises from everyone but her grandfather he just looked and walked way he'd never praised her never said well done she couldn't understand why, what she done for grandfather ignored her she also didn't understand why she had to cover her blue eyes with brown lenses but her sister Amelia didn't have to wear lenses to cover her-green eyes. But because she was obedient she never questioned them she always did as she was told she took out every target regardless of the circumstances. She was given the nickname blued eyed beast although nobody had ever seen her she was like a ghost. Her ability's for her age was remarkable at just 12 years old she was leading missions she was able to handle any situations coming her way she took out targets twice her size before you could blink your eyes. She didn't worry about going any mission because in her team was her sister, uncle, cousin she knew they had her back.

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Present

She looked towards the house and sighed thinking to her self time to return to the madhouse my mother in law Mu Han will be looking for me she already thinks I the world's worst daughter in law she said I targeted her son so I could live a high life but it's anything but a high life it looks nice from a distance but it's all an illusion. The minute she enter this house she had learn to behave like an upper-class lady of the manner. It's was the most difficult mission she ever took on taking 10 targets was a piece of cake but sitting at the dining table using the right cutlery was a whole different ball game. She had to use all of her restraint to not hit someone with the cutlery. The first year she was here she was pregnant so she couldn't go anywhere so she was stuck at home so she harassed the chef's to teach to make astonishing cuisine. She also did a business degree she exceptionally smart she remembered everything she'd seen at one glance so studying was easy for.

As she walked into the house she was attacked by her little rebels they leapt on her the five-year-olds were hyper from the moment they work up to when they went to sleep. "Mummy "they yelled "were hungry make me pancakes, "said Mu musin "I want sweet toast mummy," said Mu xingyan. Mu xuiju was born partially deaf so he signed "I want fried egg please mummy ". "Okay but haven't you all forgotten to give me something first eh," she asked they all looked at each other and giggled one by one they give her kiss.

As she walked toward the kitchen her husband walked downstairs he looked like a male model he looked like god took his time when designing him his aura demanded attention he carried himself elegantly you could tell he was not from a normal background . She smiled and carry on to the kitchen she made everybody's breakfast everybody gathered at the dining table father-in-law sat at the head of the table mother-in-law sat on his left side. Her husband sat on the right side Mu xingyan next to her father and Mu xuiji sat next to mummy Mu musin sat next to his grandma. Father-in-law and her husband discussed some news they had seen in the morning talked about projects they were working on the triplets pulled funny faces at each other mother-in-law frowned as she told them off father-in-law turned to look at his wife stop telling them off they only children. Mother- in -law frowned and said if we don't teach them they will become hooligans look at how long it took us to tame there mother. She looked up just shook her head does she think I am the dog she was training one of these days I'll have to bite my master leg she thought to her self giggling inside.