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My dumb idiot (and wise) sugar mommy

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"Only individuals who are full of themselves can love" Nietzsche. What is love? Only a feeling? Or something more? Is love only a result of, purely evolution? A need to reproduce trying to keep a species alive? Something Spiritual? May not have the true answer, but "Where there was nothing, it became true"

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Chapter 1Just some notes before your reborn

So, how is my lovely reader? I hope everything is alright with ya, relax, everything will go just fine.

My fellow friend, have in mind this story is still being written, many things may change as time passes, but the process is the fun part, right? So let's enjoy our time together, fleeing from this rotten world to a similar one.

Remember, it's just a novel, despite my focus on realism, I don't know everything about the economy, society, or people, I'm just an ordinary person like you, and we need to have some fantasy to make the narrative more interesting, I'm also still learning English, so please be patient, kay?

And that's it, have a good time my dear <( ̄︶ ̄)>

Notes: Yep, when I decide to make some actual changes I will update here, even after I finish this novel, a little of perfectionism.

So, I improved a little because body language is a thing, yay, I actually enjoyed writing the last chap, buuuuut, It seems a little cheap way of developing a relasionship, so I'm going to put the chap aside for a time and write a new one, hopefully I will create in a few hours.

And I just throw away the little I did for the next chap, you can read if you wish, I barely remember what I did, but that's fine, I will put my new skills on the test again by... Re writing again, it doesn't matter what I do, when I look at this, it feels like it shouldn't be the way it is, I know my novel is not bad, but it's not enough, it's not what I want.

And I've did, finally, Jesus f word Christ, 4 hours to only 2k words chap that I will few awful later, well It's done, the chapter "Life is yours" was re-write

It's not an ad, but a recommendation of a person with psychosis, install medito, maybe it will save you for a time, even a small breath of time.

Ok I will add the time not to not confuse things

Day 18 of April, I changed the Kizuna introduction chapter, although it didn't finished what I started, I feel like it says whatever you need to know about her, as an introduction should aim.

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