kissed him back

" y/n i know you love your brother, and I hope you would open up your heart to him and accept him if you don't want to regret, don't give ear to rumors or anything, don't worry about you both being siblings, it doesn't matter, you can love anyone and I know Tae hyung loves you so I want you to be happy with him, Tell him your feelings and always be happy " said soobin hugging you more tight.

At this moment Taehyung couldn't control his jealousy , the way soobin was hugging you he absolutely didn't like it and he rushed towards you and soobin.

" y/n " your eyes went wide hearing his voice and soobin and you quickly release each other .

" hyung " you nervously said and he grabbed your wrist " come with me " he said and started dragging you.

you felt bad leaving soobin behind you turn your heads towards him and mouthed sorry.

soobin smile and mouthed "it's fine don't worry " than he made heart shape with his hand and point at Taehyung than gave thumbs up and you nodded nervously.

Taehyung dragged you outside the party and helped you sit inside the car " hyung where are we going the party isn't over yet "

" we're going home " .

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YOUR P. O. V

upon arriving home he directly dragged me to his room, his room was not too bright but not too dark as well, it was dim light. The atmosphere in his room itself made me feel more nervous not to mention his eyes on me. I wanted to get out of his room.

" hyung I think I should go to my room " I said and quickly turn around towards the door but he spoke " I didn't take you in my room to let you go just like that " his tone sounded bit fierce but also gentle.

" hyung why don't we just talk tomorrow " I wanted to keep my composure I didn't wanted to sound like I was nervous, I knew what he wanted to talk about but I really don't want to hear.

he didn't reply but I felt him coming closer to me , I took a step forward and hold the door knob to open but his arms pulled me back to his chest and he hugged me. He held me tight than kept his head on my shoulder.

" You're trying to ignore again, I told you you won't be able to y/n, you made me feel jealous like crazy and you're trying to ignore it " I somehow smell a bit of alcohol, it didn't smell before but now that he was so close to me I could smell.

" hyung you're drunk, you should take rest " I said but he held me more tightly with his head more closer to my neck.

"I just drank one glass, but I'm not drunk" he said than he kept his mouth closer to my ear

" y/n listen carefully, I told you before but I'm telling you again I don't want other guy to touch you, I don't want other guy to hug you, I don't want other guy to be close to you ,stare at you and I don't want other guy to talk to you, I want to be the only guy to hold you, hug you, touch you, talk to you , be close to you and the only guy to look at you " he said than turn me around, I looked at him than look down, I couldn't look into his eyes that stared deep into mine.

" I love you y/n " my breath hitched and my heart beated so fast.

" I said I love you" he said again pulling me close to him, his amorous eyes never leaving mine.

" wha... what are you saying, I.. I mean you're m.. my brother of course you love me anyway I.. I think I should go to my room" I said and try to move but he pushed me and my back hit against the wall.

I gasped "hyung what.. what.... "

" why are you pretending " I push his chest but he grabbed my hand and pinned on either side of the wall.

" look at me y/n" I couldn't look

" hyung, you kno.. know you're my brother and I'm your sister " I said instead.

he came closer to me than bumped his forehead on mine , our lips almost touched , I couldn't move my head, if I did our lips would touch , I felt his hot breath against me, my breath became hard and my heart pounded so fast that my chest rise up and down.

he stared at me but I couldn't, my pupils Oscillated.

" I don't want to be your brother, I don't want to be your friend either nor do I want to be your boyfriend, I only want to be your man , I know you love me too it's just that you're pretending " he voice sounded more deep than usual yet raspy and I could feel even he was breathing heavily "look at me y/n " I gulped and look at his eyes .

" I...i love you but as a brother "

" really " he said than he slightly touch my lips with his " are you sure you love me as a brother " after saying he caged my upper lips than smoothly suck it .

" even if I kiss you do you still love me as brother and not as a man " I couldn't reply, I felt sharp pain in my chest, I wanted to tell him I love him too as a man but when I think about my parents and what people would be saying about my parents, if they look down on them or bad mouth them or criticise hyung I couldn't.

When I didn't reply he took my lower lips than suck it again, I wanted to cry I wanted him to stop, " you still don't love me as a man " he said .

"hyung please ,you know it's ...." I was cut by his lips on mine.

he kissed me so gently yet sometimes he kissed me hard, he didn't stop , I felt so much pain but I also felt excited, I realized I had closed my eyes already , I realized I was kissing him back, I realized my hands were not pinned against the wall but was holding his shoulder while his hands were tightly holding my waist , keeping me still from falling like he knew I was falling down as I felt weak on my knees.