Another dream

" y/n you cannot do this, you cannot leave me" he said grabbing my wrist.

" what are you saying? I don't understand? "

" y/n how can you leave me after making me fall for you deeply, my feelings have grown so deep and you have to be responsible for that, I love you y/n , you're mine and I won't let you go, I'll make you mine " he said hugging me.

" no I can't do this, I need to go , let me go, we aren't meant together " I said

" why, why can't we be together? "

"because yo... you're my hyung and I'm your sister" I cried.

" we aren't blood related, and from the beginning I never took you as my sister not even step sister , don't push me away " he said.

" no hyung please leave me, we can't " I said.

"y/n stop pushing me away, I know you love me too" he said

" no, we can't, we can't , we are siblings and I... I Only take you as my brother , stop it hyung don't force me" I cried

" if that is so, than what's the use of me being alone I rather die than stay in pain evey day " he said and stared at me before taking out the knife and stabbed himself.

my eyes went wide and my breathing stop, my body couldn't move anymore, I just stood there like corpse with just a body and without soul. I tried moving my body but it just wouldn't move, I tried saying something but I couldn't ....

"hyung " I shouted and jump, I felt myself sweating again, I look around and saw it was my room " another dream " I said to myself.

I switch on the light and drank a glass of water.

"why? why did I dream hyung again , what was all that about, my hyung loves me, it's just a dream but why does it feels so real, and why is my heart racing so fast, what is happening to me, why am I dreaming my brother? "

I went in the bathroom and washed my face.

I lay down and close my eyes again but the dream kept on playing on my head and I couldn't sleep. "what is happening to me? I need some air' I said and went out of my room to balcony.

but I saw hyung standing there looking up at the sky his jaw line looking so perfect. I look at him my foot unmoving, he was looking more handsome under the moon and I found myself blushing, what is wrong with me? why am I blushing ? I better go back I said and turn around when he call my name.

" y/n come here " he said

I went and stood beside him but keeping quite a distance, I felt nervous to even stay near him thinking about the dream .

he turned at my side and looked at me "come near why are you standing so far "

"oh" I said and move two steps and look up"wha... what are you doing here hyung ? " I ask . "shouldn't I be the one to ask you that? " he replied whilst pulling me closer to his side.

"ahhh i... I just couldn't sleep so I came out, what about you hyung? " I ask. I didn't know why I was so nervous being close to him, afterall he is my brother so I shouldn't, even if I stay close to Jimin, jin or hobi hyung or anyone I never get nervous but with him I always feel so nervous especially when he stare at me with his amorous eyes.

"is there something bothering you y/n " he ask not answering my question.

"no nothing is bothering me " I lied crossing my finger.

I mean can I really say hyung I just dream of you and we were kissing or something like that.

"really " he ask now looking at me and I nodded smiling.

"come here " he said opening his arms and I look at him blankly.

"huh " I said but he pulled me and hug me at the back. my eyes went wide and my heart started to beat again.

"it's cold here you should have wore something warm" he said and hug me more tight holding both my hands with his.

I felt myself squeezing my arm and neck.

"y/n don't lie to me again " he said his breath hitting the back of my neck so warm making me tilt my head and gulped.

"but I didn't lie hyung" I said.

"you're lying again, I know when you lie and when you don't " he said

" huh how did you know hyung" I ask and he kept his head on my shoulder his cheek almost touched mine.

" when you lie you cross you're finger " he said . how did he know that I thought.

"hyung how did you know that"I ask but he sigh and didn't respond. than something came to my mind.

" hyung can I ask you something? " I said and he nod his head

"hyung how did you know that I like pink and how did you know that I like vanilla flavour and how did you know that I always have ice cream after class from that vendor" I ask tilting my head a bit to look at him when he also turned his head at my side. I gasped at the closeness of our face. I looked and him blinking my eyes and he looked at me. my heart pounded so fast that I felt like he can even hear it. I started looking everywhere but his eyes when he spoke turning his head away yet still leaning on my shoulder.

"I asked mom , I told you"

" but hyung mom said no when I ask her about it" he kept quiet for a minute before saying "you really want to know " and I nodded my head happily.