chapter forty one

"when he's not around I don't feel good, I miss him so much that I can't feel my heart. I want him around me always, I don't like it when he's not around me that's why I was angry. I don't want anyone to take him away from me" she said with a frown on her face still with her eyes closed

"why?" Kimmy asked

"why Joan? why can't anyone take him away" she asked again

Joan frowned more and shouted

"because he's mine!!!"

"what gave you the impression that you own Nick. Joan you can't own him. he will one day have to get a girlfriend and he will need to stay away from you. Joan understand that Nick is a guy and his girlfriend will love to have his attention also" Kimmy said

Joan opened her eyes and looked at Kimmy annoyed

"what are you saying Kimmy, I know he'll. one-day he will get a girlfriend but until then he is mine"

"what will you do when the time comes" Kimmy said

Joan became sad

"I will always be special to him, he won't give all his time to his girlfriend" Joan said

"Joan what do you want from Nick exactly" Kimmy asked

"I want his...."

"what Joan?

but Joan wasn't able to answer

"you want his what Joan"

"I want a position, a place in his heart" Joan said

"but you already have a position in his life Joan, you are so special to Nick, you are his childhood friend that he cares so much about, so what position do you want again" Kimmy questioned Joan

but she still kept quiet

"Joan what do you feel for Nick, say it"

"i.... I ..... don't know how to say it but the thought of him not around kills me"

"Joan? I think you are in..." before Kimmy could say it the bell rang and she went to open it, it was Callum and Kimmy shook her head.

after a while they both decided to leave

"hey Joan think about what I said to you ok" Kimmy said and left.

when Kimmy left Joan was a little annoyed with their conversation and she didn't know why.