19.4.2021

Today, I was Active, Reactive, Passive and Talkative.

ACTIVE:

I went to the hospital today. There I showed my mother to an Opthalmologist (eye specialist). Then took her medicines and went to meet my sister-in-law as well.

REACTIVE:

I lash out at a boy who jump in between the queue and get medicines before me. Technically he should get his medicines after me. I waited for about half an hour for my turn.

Second time when i was reactive, When esha didi and i get into an argument and she told me that i except nothing better from you and that hurts. I was sad that she never appriciate the good and also speaks the harshest when I do something Bad which is technically subjective.

PASSIVE:

I spent my whole afternoon reading novel and binge watching tarot card readings on youtube. In evening, I play with my new born nephew.

TALKATIVE:

I chatted with my friend over an eighty minute phone call, which was surprising to me because I never expected to get a call from him. It was a great conversation.

At last I decided to be more active, less reactive and to start studying.

I forgive others and myself, for the the mistakes we did.

Bye Bye!!