When Jeonghan left my room, I strip and remove all my clothes before I enter the shower room, taking all the heat and desires in my body.
While the cold water running, I shake my head in disbelief. I almost gave in, again. How foolish I was?
But I love him, I still love him and I want to give Honey a family. A real family with me and Jeonghan, her real father. It hurts so much that I am not the only one hurting here but also my daughter.
I just hope that Jeonghan will totally fix all of this, so that I can tell him everything about Honey. I only have to wait.
I was too riled up to sleep and ended up standing in the shower with cold water running for about 30 minutes to calm myself down.
After the shower, I felt that my body was frozen so I immediately lay down on my bed and curled myself inside my blanket before I drifted off to sleep.
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