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So this is basically my real life story.

why am i writing this?

because i suddenly felt you all should know about it.

this ain't a love story.

This was my war between heart and mind.

anger and revenge v/s forgiveness.

this story is about me, my best-friend and my crush .

It will give an overview of my life.

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I hope i'll be able to make you understand how i felt thn.

becoz i ain't good with words.

but you all should know this all started with a text, when we 3 met, when i went for vacation and whn i was kept in dark for months before the secret was reveled

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Some may say its too much and i made it up but those who know me saw how i got played by my best-friend .( ps ~ she is still my best -friend.)

(ps~ i still like .. love him and its been 4 years.)

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Any rude comment will not be accepted.

Let me know your view.

and let me know how or what would you do.

The same shit I did or something else

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its a sensitive topic for me .

i won't even say "don't copy" because i don't know what you will copy here.

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trigger

* self harm

*low self esteem

*bad language ,etc