Lonely

' The meeting is finally over ' sighing jasper went out of the meeting room with his colleagues. He packed his stuff to go home. when will be the monthly trip held again ? he internally thought about it. It was one of the things he liked so much when he joined to work in this field.

He was a omega, they are so many things happening in the world like rapping, harassing, and abusing omega's so every family tries to protect their family omega's. This is one of the worst things jasper disliked. He was from a middle-class family where there is always quarrel and lively things happen. His family is still old traditional system like omega doesn't have to go to work and have to marriage in their early twenties, he was sick of it from his early ages.

" jas " ...

"Jasper? "..

" yes? " he was drawn back to his reality by his colleague Max. " what are you yelling for? " his face scrutinizes in disgust.

" Hey man why that face!! are you in heat, from the morning you have a mood swing " max eyed him from head toe like some alien that just landed on earth.

Jasper heaved a heavy sigh and closed his eyes answering yes to the question thrown at him. He hates his heat, he didn't have anyone to spend his heat time and have to take inhibitors for one week. 'Alone ' The word that always repeats in his head.The word that brings pain to him.

He wants to find a rich and handsome alpha to travel around the world and start a happy and warm family, be lovey-dovey all the time, his stomach summersault just by thinking of his future. But he knows he's just delirious by reading so many bl comics which led him to this type of path. Again he sighed and looked at his colleague who is in a frightened manner. He remembered now that he closed his eyes and never opens after answering yes and kept on thinking about his future husband.

" Man I'm really alright, don't look at me like that I'm just thinking who will I end up with " he showed his cute smile just mentioning his future one. " we are the only two who are single even after three years of working here, everyone is taken " jasper let out a crocodile tear. But it was true, they are the only ones who didn't have lovers among the colleagues in their workplace.

" umm.. Jasper, I didn't tell you yet, you know Ummm because It was not confirmed yet. But yesterday I accepted one proposal. I'm sorry for not telling you" max blurted out. " I was planning to tell you in the morning but I was..little mm shy and haaaaa" he closed his eyes in utter shyness even though he was a social and extrovert person but that only applied to the ones he knows, same for jasper they two actually have similar personalities that's why they have a very good relationship as best friends " now I told you, okay so don't make this hard for me please reply anything " desperately max cried out, seeing his friend in silent really terrifies him.

" How dare you, bastard " raged out Jasper

" heh heh," finally seeing jasper in rage relieves him. max sheepishly smiled he knows why Jasper is cursing him.

" don't smile you creepy asshole, how did you find a partner, why am I alone now, you are not a friend, traitor " he really feels lonely now.

Jasper asked his friend " which fool proposed to you?! "

" you know, our team leader " like a red tomato max answered by lowering his head to hide his blush and embarrassment.

" isn't that bastard already taken? " he voiced out like always. He forgets now that bastard is his friend's lover. max glares at him, " I mean our Tl, sorry I forget haha " he nervously laughed.

" That is, he breaks up with his girlfriend two months ago "

" how come I didn't know that you two were eyeing each other and you didn't even let out a word until now " he crosses his arm.

" Sorry buddy, I'll treat you to a meal with him don't worry. you can interrogate him all you want, I know you are worried about me because he's kind of playboy but just think of this as a trial relationship " he reassured his friend " I will be careful in this relationship "

Jasper nodded his head, they already at the bus stand waiting for the bus. They went to the apartment, opens the door, and get into their bedroom after eating dinner.

once again jasper drifted into his past. He never had a bit of luck in his love life until now. he falls in love but it never worked out.

He was tiny, cute, and had a talkative mouth, there's another fact but he never admits that. That is he like attention very much.

it's been three years since their second gender was revealed that's when his first love, kind of puppy love in his fifteen happens. Jasper's family was in a very low state at that time, even food is hard to get. His father had no work, his first brother is studying in college, his second sister is in high school. At that time the government opens a restaurant in each region to help the poor.You can get food for only 10 cents and there are 4 types of meal only, but that time it saved the life of our family.

He and his siblings always enter school after a month or two because they can't pay the fee for the school.

That year is one of those, because of late entering the shuffling of classes was already over and he can only be placed at class where the strength is low that is where he met Max and his puppy love.