12. Nuna

I come home with full stomach, when the front gate open I can see nuna car parked and Mr Choi, nuna's driver clean the car. Oh my god I'm forgot nuna will come for dinner. I rubbing my face.

I open the door gently and walk slowly so nuna can't hear me

"Bah" nuna jump from back door

I fall to the floor

"Ah nuna, I'm surprised" i hold my chest

"why you come like a thief?" Nuna give me her hands

"no, not like that" I reach nuna hands

"wow, your face seems happy. What are you doing?"

"Hm, honestly I forgot nuna will come for dinner and I with some friends hanging out, eat a lot. like a LOT"

"Really" nuna eyes shining

"Hm"

"Oh that's actually good, if that's happen again just forget me and enjoy your time with your friends okay" nuna squeezed my cheeks

"eung" I nod

"nuna I'll change first "

"okay"

I go to my room, i peek a little. it's not dark enough. And the moon not show up yet. I get change and go down

Nuna is talking with my mom. I sit beside nuna instead my mom.

"Jae hyun-a ,why you sit beside your nuna than your mom?"

"Hehe" I smile to my mom and give her finger heart

"nuna, have you dinner?" I eat pineapple slice

"Yes, while you change" nuna smile

"Aunty, can I borrow bong bong ie"

"Ofcourse, I have bongji here" mom stroke bongji

Me and nuna walk to the glass house

"Nuna"

"Yes " nuna stop at rose flower pot

"Nuna, I've been trainee for a year in woollim now"

"Hm" nuna smelling rose flower

"That the same company where your ex boyfriend debut as an idol"

Nuna stop and look at me, the moon start to show up. Moonlight get through the glass house. It shine nuna's face. Nuna close her eyes. That time was so sad for nuna

Nuna have boyfriend in high school, they dating for three year. When nuna get accident with him and others. After that they dating again, until her ex trained to be an idol. At first nuna try to understand, being an idol is not easy. So she support him from the back. she takes back her wish to go out with him or call him too often. After a year his boyfriend debut. But it's not hype. nuna still stay beside him and cheer him. a year after, they make a comeback, it become hype and they were so famous. they picture were everywhere, their song is played in all store and caffe.

"The star is so high, I can't reach it again" nina said when we hear the song played at the caffe we visited.

At that time I don't understand what nuna mean. But I know nuna was worry and sad. with her desperate feeling, she chooses to let his ex shine as an idol without worrying about dating scandal. After long time and heavy decisions nuna move to chicago 1 year after I go. She live with me and study there. Leave him without a word.