Some time ago, I lost my sight, or I might say my thoughts have become sluggish enough that my brain can't process what it is seeing, so everything around me dark.
I had thought the darkness would be black, but there is no color. It is like asking a blind people what they can see, but how would they answer they never see any color in their life.
That how my condition had become, there is darkness around me, but this darkness is not a dark color, it is just filled with silence and emptiness.
The tug of war between two wills is continuing with no winner around, every few minutes or seconds, I dont know they will increse their will power and tried to push another away, but the other would also increse its power, and they would be locked in the stalemate.