I served myself a dinner and walked toward my usual spot.
I sat down and ate while memories of my family floated around me.
I had been too emotional since the park. So much, so that I didn't work at all and instead just thought, remembering things, laughing, crying.
I finished the dinner, but I stayed watching memories for a while before I simply waved my hand and they disappeared.
I shook my head and got before walking to the kitchen and cleaning the dishes.
With that done, I finally walked into the practice room.
I had reached the absolute limit. I couldn't practice the dance of ukasanavor and talaras constitution, but I could practice the Garsonath transformation.
Since I had practiced it yesterday. I couldn't practice today.
Which is much better than, practicing it weakly, which most people have to do, but forbidden power, had made things easier for me.