Going to sleep without knowing what's going to happen tomorrow is terrifying.
'Well, this happens everytime you go to sleep, but without knowing what you are generally going to do. I don't like planning for something that has an unknown variable, but what can you do when you're this desperate.'
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Waking up in the morning is difficult for me. Easier for others, hard for me. Crazy….
Michelle woke me up, helping me wake up quickly so that I won't be late or in trouble when I do my 'training'.
"You promise you're going to tell me what's going on after you come back?"
"Yeah, I promise."
Michelle nodded and hugged me tightly, making sure she had a death grip on me. "You know that I was just worried, right?" she whispered.
"Yeah, I know. I have to go soon, Elle."
She just sighed and went to go wake up Kayla and Casey so we could go get breakfast.