Her thoughts buried in her heart
Lisa was scared badly.When, she heard that Suzain wanted to meet her.
As a woman, she knew that when a woman gets mad its like poking a sleeping dragon in the eye.
She was sure that Suzain wanted to take revenge on her for drugging her.
Never in her wildest dreams, she would believe what she was seeing right now.
Suzain was bowing in front of her and is apologizing.
Suzain bowed again and said seriously,"I'm sorry."
Her whole body was shaking as she had no strength due to the aftereffects of the drug.
She then walked to the bed and leaned on its edge.
"You know what?I know how you feel.You must be feeling really miserable.If the man you love,abandons yo. Your whole life seems meaningless. Although, i lost my memories.I still think i was just like you loving my ex-husband more than anything in this world.After i lost my memories, i just had one thought in my mind.If he was there with me at that time when i was on the verge of death.Would he feel sad when i die?Will he shed tears on my funeral?Would he always remember me as a beautiful part of life?"As she spoke, her eyes grew redder and redder.
She continued,"You won't believe me but when i checked my phone after my memory loss.I saw that a called him only a half minute before i called the ambulance."
She turned to look at her.
"Do you know what that means?It meant that even in the moment of life-and-death, the last person i wanted to talk to was him. Isn't it funny?Instead of saving myself from dying i preferred to listen to his voice for the last time.But, he didn't pick up the call?Maybe, at that time i truly realized that i have to love myself first.Even after losing my memory, i can't bring myself to blame him for anything.Even though, i don't love him anymore.Similarly, you can't bring yourself to blame your boyfriend for ditching you.Actually, i don't even know him.I just met him in the hospital that day and he asked me the way to the neurological department.May be he took a fancy to me or maybe he had other reasons for initiating a breakup with you."
At this point, her tone turned serious.
"To tell you the truth.After getting to know about my past.I had made up my mind that i will never rely on a man in my whole life except for my brother."
"You are lying.Then, why did he captured me if he doesn't love you.?Of course, it was to avenge you."Lisa replied hatefully.
Suzain gave a small chuckle
"Maybe because of his grandfather.His grandfather likes me a lot and he is the only person who can force him to do anything.I think he was also there when he met you."She sad in a low voice
"Or maybe because he felt guilty,"Her voice this time was barely audible.
She sighed heavily.
"I don't want to get revenge on you.I will tell him to let you go and don't make this matter known.You can't work here anymore as some people working here know about this incident.They promised me that the word would not get out.So, you can leave and live your life.I won't stop from loving someone or hating me.But, i wish you could start loving yourself."Suzain said while trembling badly.
At last, her legs gave away and she fell on her knees beside he bed.
Seconds later, Albert burst into the ward and worriedly approached her.He was about to help her up..But, she dodged him.
Albert's hand was left hanging awkwardly midair.
She looked up at hi and said in a low voice,"Young Master Frost, you don't need to feel guilty."
Albert was about to help her up again but hearing her remark he stopped.
Since, Suzain wanted Lisa to believe that he is only feeling guilty towards her.He can't express his worries about her.
When, he heard earlier that she thinks he only felt guilty towards her.
The first thought that came to his mind was that if she is only saying it to deceive Lisa or ARE THESE HER THOUGHTS BURIED IN HER HEART?