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Bismillah

I get out of the car and head into the house. I'm going to help myself to a drink in the kitchen. Lamine turns on the light, gets up, sits down on the work surface and stands in front of me.

Me: Euuu what are you crazy?

Lamine: Listen carefully, tell me why before I get angry.

Me: You're already pissed off.

Lamine: Yaaaa ZEUBI DIS.

Me: You want to know. OK. -I tell him everything- but the worst thing is that instead of going to get the vento' and then you fight, but no sir fought pfff imagine I wouldn't be there now? You only thought of yourself... And my car... What am I going to do now?

Lamine: Yeah it's true, I only thought of myself but I don't like being touched! And your car tomorrow I took it back to the garage.

Youhouuu so happy.

Me: Wow, I'm going to sleep.

Laminate: Ok

He places his hands on my hips. It gave me a shiver of phew as usual! He smirked and put me down.

Me: Thank you

Lamine: No reason to go to sleep

Me: Well let me go!

Lamine: Nah wait

And he gives me a kiss

On..

I...

On the...

It's ok I'm quitting!

He gives me a kiss on the forehead.

Lamine: Sleep well hb... Lina

Me: Thank you too

I'm dreaming or he was going to tell me Hbiba??? Haaaaaaaa houlala but why didn't he finish?!!!

In short, he lets go of me and I run to my room. I lie on my bed and I dream until I fall asleep! I haven't even undressed so much that I'm in my wers and I'm knocked out

-The next day; noon-

Everyone and get out of the house. Younes he's at school, Adama Souley Yazid he "works", Lamine took my car back to the garage and I'm at home cleaning up with the music on full blast.

Me: (8) Scream, smoke, drink well I have a grudge.

There's all my audience singing, Lacrim will take everything from you. Lacrim will take everything from you. There was nothing to help us out.

You need money to change the atmosphere,

My sound to get away from it all.

Everyone wants coils

Everyone wants coils

Everyone wants coils

To be able to escape

Everyone wants coils

Everyone wants coils

Everyone wants coils

To be able to escape (8)

And we cut the music

Me: Oooh

I turn around and it's Lamine.

Lamine: Since when do you listen to Lacrim?

Me: Always!

Lamine: mmmm

Me: OK, can you put the music back on?

Laminate: No.

He puts down the remote control and goes upstairs. Is he dumb or what? He put down the remote!! So I take it and put the music back on until I'm done.

Lamine: I'm going to kill you.

Me: Me, I'm going out with my friends.

Lamine: What friends?

Me: Bah Sarah, Yanis and Karim.

Lamine: How are you with Yanis and Karim? You want me to stumble.

Me: But it's ok it's my friends.

Lamine: No no you don't even move from there.

Me: Hey, calm down, they're friends, whether you're happy or not, I'm going anyway.

Lamine: Damn, piss off... and how are you going to do it without a car?

Me: Bah Yanis, he's going to pick me up

Lamine: Wallah you one day huuuuna -bite his point-

Me: Thank you muaaaah

And I run to my room.

Lamine: I WILL KILL YOU.

Me: I LOVE YOU TOO.

Laminate: TG.

He's jealous my man ayeuuu Yes yes he's my man even if we don't have together.

I make sure I haven't heard it and I get dressed. Tie my hair, I go down to the living room and I sit next to Lamine. I completely forgot to buy a new phone. Very good opportunity to buy a new one today. I take Lamine's and call Sarah

*Me: So? *

*Sarah: We're coming*

*Me: honk*

*Sarah: Okay*

I'm hanging up.

Me: What am I going to buy as new such?

The mine:....

Me: Ayiii stop being the guy who doesn't rep me.

The mine:....

Me: Zeh are you sulking?

Lamine: -shrugs-

Me: It's okay oh eh I didn't commit a crime.

The mine:....

Me: And if I do a zoubi on the cheek, will you stop sulking?

And he shows a beautiful smile

Me: Tshiip

He holds out his cheek, I give him a quick kiss and he responds

Lamine: A Samsung?

Me: Oh no no!

Lamine: The last iPhone in blue

Me: Why blue?

Lamine: Because I prefer.

Me: Ok you.

PIN PIIIIIIN

Me: Alright I'm going!

Lamine: Be careful and don't forget your vento'.

Me: Ok Dad

Lamine: I'm not your father.

Me: Who are you then?

Lamine: Your man... Lamine. Go go go go.

Me: Mmmmm ciao.

I'm tired of it, does he ever finish his words? Lamine he's been like this since the assault in the parking lot, always watch out or wait where you're going, I'll come with you or wait for one of the guys. Became very protective and dad too lol. He always worries for nothing. Anyway, I get in the car.

Me: Wesh!

Them: Weh good?

Me: Yeah yeah and you?

Them: Trkl

In short, I spend the afternoon

I bought my new phone he harde brother. I'm picking up the kids from school. I take them home after I go home with Younes. And you know what...

There are hella guys smoking and drinking with whores. Calm him, he is meeting his mafia gang at my house. No but oh? Is he dumb or what? I will squeeze. I will kill them. Ayaaaaa I squeeze there. Mama what am I going to do to them?

Younes he is shocked. I cover his eyes and take him up to his room. Nobody noticed me. Too busy with their whores.

Me: Close the door and stay put.

I don't even give him time to answer that I go down to the living room. I stop the music and everyone turns to me. The boys when they saw me, they immediately lowered their heads. As if they regretted having done that.

Me: From 1 loud music in my house is forbidden, only me has the right to do so. From 2 you there - whores - get out.

A whore: Ah but no hun it's not your place.

Me: Who ordered you to speak. Come on let's get out.

Lamine: Melina is going up.

Another whore: Yeah, listen to him, get out of here, you're bothering us. Unless you want to join us.

Haha she's kidding me there. Basically she takes me for a whore that one mdddddr. I go towards the girl but Yazid blocks my way.

Yazid: Mélina smeh but don't tb and go up.

Me: Go ahead don't even talk to me, move.

I pushed her aside and I grab the girl by the hair, she screams, she scratches me and I throw her out. When I turn around I see Younes.

Me: YOUNES MONTE

Younes: But....

Me: MOUNT DAMN.

He looks me in the eyes, he has tears in his eyes. It really hurts me to speak it like that but I can't. There is smoking everywhere, there are whores and they do their traffic oh. To say that there, I'm in great shape, I don't have a crisis when there's a lot of smoke... I don't understand...

In short, it rises. And I'm going to take two other whores.

A guy: She has a kid the girl. She's good too. Who knocked him up?

When I heard that. I didn't hesitate to jump on him. You see the impulse that I had the last time with Emma bah similar but more intense.

I no longer control anything. Damn it's starting again, it's doing it again like the last time with Emma. I hit the guy without stopping and I insulted him. I felt someone grabbing my hip and pulling me and someone pulling the guy but nothing. It looked like I was fixed on him.

Yazid: FUCK MELINA COWARD.

Souley: MÉLINA OH MÉLINA STOP.

Whores. Aaaaaah. I noticed that they all got cut.

Mams: STOP YOU WILL KILL HIM.

When I heard "kill" I stopped straight away, like I came back to earth. I let go. Lamine places his two fingers on the guy's neck.

Lamine: It's okay, they're still breathing.

Another guy: You fucking bitch, you almost killed him.

I free myself from Yazid and I jump on the other. I really lost my mind there, I really don't control anything anymore. This time if it's Souley and Yazid pulling me.

Mams: Damn his mother, he doesn't move anymore.

I slow down on my stitches and stop. Yazid pulls me and turns me to him

Me: Let me go.

Yazid: Calm down first.

Me: I said let go of me.

Yazid: I said calm down.

Me: GET FUCK ME.

I'm moving around, screaming for him to let me go

Yazid: Come back to earth zeubi -and he slaps me-

I stop straight away, I look at him with a lot of hatred and I spit a big mollard on his face.

Me: Fuck you, and even touch me more.

They are all shocked. Yazid looks at me shocked too and let me go. I run quickly to the public toilet of the house and lock it. I sit on the floor, squeeze my thighs to my chest. I put my hands on my legs to squeeze and I swing. I try to stop my tremors.

I feel like I'm possessed at times like this. Believe me, I wasn't aware of what I was doing.

We knock on the door

Me:....

Lamine: Open!

Me:....

Lamine: Damn Lina get out of there

Me:....

I leave it unanswered. I want to stay alone to calm down and realize what I've done. Everyone took turns to get me out of there but I still left them unanswered. They even called Samir but it didn't work.

In short, for a good hour I stayed inside. When I've calmed down, I get out of the bathroom and go to the living room. They all look at me pissed off.

Me: -in tears- I swear I don't know what got into me.

Because what I did is serious. I put one guy unconscious and the other maybe in a coma. Samir comes towards me and takes me in his arms.

Me: I swear Samir I don't know who got into me

Samir: Shuuuu it's good calm down, it's nothing.

Me: But....

Samir: It's nothing, I said come and go.

He carries me and brings me back to my room. He calms me down and I fall asleep in his arms.

I wake up, it's 1 p.m. There is no one next to me. I go down to the living room. And there's everyone. I don't calculate and I'm going to have my breakfast even if it's 1 p.m. When I have finished I go to my room where I find Yazid there. I stay outside my door. I dare not even come in after what I did to her.

Yaz': Come sit down.

I hesitate, but then I go and sit on my bed and he sits in front of me on the chair.

Me: Sorry.

Yaz': That's it. I just want to know if it's like the last time?

Me: Yeah but worse.

Yaz': Ok. Samir he thinks he knows what it is. If it starts again go see their mother.

Me: Ok.

Yaz': I don't blame you. You weren't in your normal state. And also it's not your fault. We shouldn't have done it at home.

Me: But I don't care about that. Do whatever you want. But I don't want whores, no cigarettes, hash, shisha... and you leave the house clean because I'm the one doing the cleaning, not you. And before you do that, let me know, I'll stay at your mother's or at Souley's with Younes. And when you're done, well, I'll be back.

Yaz': Yeah, how come you were breathing well when there was a lot of smoke?

Me, I do not know. Maybe it's because I wasn't me.

Yaz': I noticed that your eyes had blackened when you were like that, but now they are normal

Me: I didn't know.

Yaz': And why the toilets?

Me: You ask too many questions. Younes I swore.

Yaz': Mdddr go answer!

Me: Well I don't know, it allows me to calm down.

Yaz': Ok

Me: You took Younes back to school?

Yaz': Yeah Sam' brought it back. Come under the arms of your bg.

I don't even hesitate and give him a hug.

-the next day-

My days repeat themselves the same way all the time. I'm fed up. Everyone is at school and I'm home alone. Finally there are the boys but they only sleep there

Short...

I'm in the living room watching TV and Adama arrives with his ugly face.

Me: Oooh naughty.

Adama: Shut up.

Me: Watch your tongue.

Adama: Ayiii is too big this one. Oh you're not going back to school?

Me: Oh no that deuh that.

Adama: Ok. Make me my breakfast please

Me: What do you want?

Adama: As usual

Me: Ok.

I'm going to make her breakfast and then I'm going to my room.

I text with Yas' and Ani' telling them everything, until they bother me.

Me: Yeah?

The person comes in and it's Souley.

I do ?

Souley: Get dressed out of it.

Me: And where are we going?

Souley: Shopping.

Me why ?

Souley: Because I said I was going to introduce you to my hlel!

Me: Oh yeah! She's coming tonight?

Souley: Yeah yeah.

Me: You're going to introduce it to your sister too.

Souley: Not yet.

Me: It wasn't a question. In short fate I get dressed.

I turn him and push him towards the door.

Souley: Don't put your whole life, huh. Because we're going to get Younes and Anissa.

Me: Yeah!

He leaves the room and I put on jeans, a white t-shirt, a vest and white converse. I go down to the living room.

Me: It's good!

Souley: Ok go.

We are going shopping.

Me: Stop taking only junk food.

Souley: Leave me. Be happy, it's me who pays.

Me: Tshiip

Souley: Go on, go on, you'll see.

Me: -stick your tongue out-

When we finished, there were more junk food than normal food. It makes him tight.

Anyway, after we went looking for the little ones, Souley went to look for Salim. And me, Younes and Nasser in front of the school. Amina is now in sixth grade.

Anyway, as soon as they come out and see me, Nasser jumps on me.

Nasser: Lilouuu!

Me: So son how are you?

Nasser: Trkl and you?

Me: Ayii how do you talk?

Nasser: I'm a thug!

Me: Mddddr shut up ah! Younes then?

Younes: Trkl trkl!

Me: Ayaaa what the hell am I going to do?

Them: Mddddr

Me: Come on, let's go in the car while Souley and Salim come.

...: We are here !

I turn around and see Salim with Souley.

Me: Oooh baby

Salim: Lilouuu

He comes over to me and gives me a hug!

Salim: It's been a long time.

Me: Yes I know

Souley: Alright, let's go home.

We go to the car. We all go up and head to Ani'.

In front of the block I meet Nassim with his friends. I check it and we go up. As soon as we come into the house we overhear Samir talking to his mother

Samir: Mama I told you that I'm only going to do the hlel. No okoumbi (the wedding) nor 3anda the big wedding).

Tata: But you're the biggest, you have to do it.

Samir: I don't care. Already the okoumbi is a headache then the 3anda even worse. I'm not going to waste money for nothing.

Tata: Han han you will settle this with your father.

Samir: Dad won't listen to me anyway.

Us: Hmmm.

They turn towards us.

Auntie: Ah children how are you?

Us: Yeah.

Souley goes to his room with the little ones. Samir goes out a bit upset and I'm going to sit next to Tata.

Me: What's up Tata?

Tata: Samir he only wants to do the Hlel.

Me: But that's it!

Tata: Yes, but among the Comorians, okoumbi and 3anda are compulsory for the elders of the house and he refuses to do them.

Me: You know Tata, the generation to change. Young people today are more into traditions.

Tata: Yes I know, it's his father who is still in the traditions. If my son doesn't want to do okoumbi and 3anda, I respect his decision, but his father doesn't.

Me: Alright well, we have to make him change his mind.

Souley: Impossible, in short, let's go, otherwise we'll never finish.

Me: Ok. Good bye Tata.

We kiss each other and leave. We'll pick up Ani in front of the university. 5min later she goes out with her friends, as soon as she sees me, she says goodbye to her friends and she comes to jump on me. What do they have in this family jumping on me.

Ani: Baby, how are you?

Me: Yeah yeah and you?

Ani: Yeah!

Souley: You don't even come to see your brother?

Ani: Nah!

Souley: Go tg and get on.

Ani: Mdddddr noooo I love you bro!!

She gives him a hug and a kiss on the cheek.

Souley: Who were they? (Speaking of friends to Ani)

Ani: Well friends why?

Souley: Nothing nothing pay attention anyway.

Ani: Yes tqt! In fact, why are you here?

Me: Sir will introduce us to his hlel.

Ani: Ayaaaa swear? Ayeuuu my brother he is in love !!

Souley: Shut up and get on.

We: Mdddr

We go up and go home.

-At home-

To be continued...

Will Neyla, Souley's hlel, be well received? Will Neyla criticize Mélina for living with boys? Did Samir find his wife? Will his father change his mind?