MBHH 29

Chapter 29

Part 29

Day twenty- three

Sam's POV

I'm still here waiting for him to wake up. I already told to his parents so they hurriedly booked a flight to come here.

I really feel guilty for this. This was all my fault.

Everything would be fine if I leave them alone. Shawn shouldn't be here in a hospital bed, he should be resting right now but not like this situation of how his resting.

"Aling Mary "

"Miss Sam thank you for taking care of sir shawn" and she did rearrange all of the things she get for shawn.

"I should do this aling mary after all this is all my fault"

"Miss this is no one's fault okay?"

I just smiled at her.

*kring kring kring* -50 times

*ting* -80 times

His been calling and texting me but none of them I answer. I still need time and i know that he'll not going here because this was his fault in the first place. Shawn wouldn't be here if he didn't do that.

"Miss are you not going to answer your phone?"

"I'm sorry aling mary if it's so noisy, I'll turn it off" and do turn off my phone

"No, it wasn't that, I just thought your not hearing it"

"Its okay aling mary"

"Do you want to eat something miss?"

"No thanks aling mary, I'm fine" and smiled at her

"Okay I'll just cut this fruits so that sir shawn could have something to eat when he woke up" and I just not at her then hold Shawn's hand.

"I'll promise shawn... I'll finish everything and after that we could go back to the way we treat each other before, the way we laugh together before and the way we do share things together without lies because you hate liars."

I'm sitting in a chair beside his bed when I didn't notice that I did fell asleep while waiting for him to wake up.

When I felt someone was topping my head I lift up my head and stare at him full of bruises in his face but it doesn't give a damn to his handsome face.

"Y-your awake" I stared at him and he smile at me.

"Did you stay here until I woke up?" I nod and he smile again

"You know that you didn't have to do that right?"

"I want to"

"It wasn't your fault"

"Even if you said that, Its still my fault"

"Your still stubborn you know"

"I'm just being honest"

"You can go home now it's already 12 in the evening"

"I'll stay until your parents come"

"You called them?" I thought he'll be mad at me but he ask in a normal way.

"A-are you m-mad?" I ask with hesitation

"Ofcourse not, I'm just surprised that you still have their number on your phone"

"Your still the most important in my life so I should keep who was your family too, and they are also important to me because they are important to you"

"Thank you for taking care of me, but I think we should distance to each other for now!" What is he saying?

"A-are you s-sayin-"

"Yes Sam that's what I needed the most, for me and for us"

"S-shawn you don't have to do this!!"

"But I need to"

A tear fell when he said that, I'm hurting because my bestfriend who I grow with is now wanting us to part ways and I was the reason, I mean I'm the reason.

"Hmm I-if t-that's w-what y-you w-want" my words are cracking while saying it and sobbing.

He is the most important person that came into my life and I can't accept the fact that because of commitment we would let each other go for the second time around.

I stand up and wipe my tears that fell down on my cheeks and stare at him while his staring at me with a worried and sadness in his eyes.

"I'm going then, I-I'll just text tita that something came u-up "

"T-thank you sam, but this is my w-way of m-moving on"

"Its alright I understand, by the way I'm sorry for what Kevin did. Even if his not saying, I know I'm the reason why he did that. Don't worry I'll ask him to make an apology to you"

"I'm fine sam you don't have to do that, as long as I'm still alive"

"I'm going take care.... always" and turn around then walk near the door and pull the door.

I was walking to the hallway while looking at the floor until I reach the hospital's parking lot but before I search for my car I saw a very familiar person leaning in his car while look irritated on his phone.

I walk near at him without knowing it. Do I need to talk to him after all?

Before I finally got near him he saw me and he run towards me then hug me tighter than before.

This is where I want to go, in his arm, in his warmth.... again

This is the person who I always want to hug the way he did to me because he was also the person who always makes my heart beat fast than ever.

"I'm really sorry baby, I'm sorry, I'm sorry " I cry when I heard him speak.

"Aaaahhh huhuhu😭" he was so warmth to hug tighter in a longer time. If I could just hug him whenever I go I'll do it and I wouldn't mind anymore.

"Sssshhhh sorry for what I did, please baby don't leave me" I cry hard when I heard him said don't leave him. When in the first place that word was the reason why I did this to him, the reason that I'll be going to do to him when the day comes.

"Waaahhhh huhuhu😭😭"

He let go of me and cope my both cheeks then wipe all my tears and stared at me.

"I-ill ask his forgiveness but don't leave me hmm?" He'll do everything for me and that is also what his doing right now for me to not leave him. I'm being unfair.

"K-kevi-"

"No baby, no, please no, don't leave me alone "

I wish I could...