001 component of life

As the war ends, there were two people laying at the ground, breathing what could possibly gone next. As they closed there eyes,  brygette who is imaging nor seeing their future. It hit herself, tremendously her heart was beating fast, sweating herself from the nightmare she seen.

Suddenly, a little voice calling her name. As she keep turning her head around from a dark room with no one else. A blood dripping from her hands realising that there's a component of blood cells above her. Seeing how the plasma gathered as it forms into a creature. She who has a break down crying herself up from what path she will take. Accepting the creature as her own, even she knew it will criticized herself. As she took care of the creature.

Away from McCree, her behalf, knew she would finally settled down, she thought of how she could tell him, on how will react, nor will accept the creature or not. Alot of things on her mind that keeps doubtful but still. All the emotions gathered and swallowing the answer that his behalf would said and do. She even ask the elder adviser for guidance on how to tell him everything. All the plans have been lined up, and still her alter ego doesn't want to cooperate. A battlefield of doubts and truths, as her emotions are piled up like swallowing her energy until her last breath.

Until the day came, Brygette was about to tell everything to McCree. Suddenly something happened to the creature, a little blister started to be a wound until pieces by pieces it started to lacerate. A little blood cells was in pain, not knowing it's life was in danger. She tried to save the creature but it wasn't enough.  All of her energy and strength was in her limit but it's too late to make the little one live to be a creature.

Everything has been her fault, all the blame has to be her own. Mercy as advicer told Brygette the consequences, she will face.

As the stories continues

The same as the decisions have made

Same goes with the theories before

Wondering if it goes the same

Same happiness, pain and sorrrow

Or will it be different. Diffent, from before

Im afraid it will goes the same way.

But thinking and hopibng it wont

Im afraid of every decision im taking

But im so much curios of what will i go through

my anxiety, depression and anxiousness are swallowing me as a wholesome

Brygette woke up from everything what she had seen about the creature. She stood up wondering the people around her, trying to realize everything. Thinking of McCree and how she will told everything. Things are sketchy about it but she doesn't realize that McCree was behind her. Holding her tightly, caressing her tummy as she realize she have to tell him.

'McCre-'

she stop as McCree said

'I'm sorry I wasn't beside you having our little one'

'It was all my fault I should have told you earlier I wouldn't get our miscarriage'

'It's all right'

'But it's not at al-l'

My knees are trembling, as my heart burst into pain

'We would become a happy family with my daughter but now-'

he burst his tears up and cried

Brygette was blaming herself letting their child died. Didn't she knew, she was pregnant, She didn't told McCree, visiting an ob-gyne, it just a thought the she don't have to tell McCree that part. As soon as she know, she is pregnant I took my urinalysis test and pregnancy test I knew from the start that I am and was pregnant but I didn't know what to do. I didn't told him as soon as I knew about it. It was my routine to take a pregnancy test 1week after I gave my sould and flesh to him. No hesitate at all.

A creation of our love, our life and also our own beginning turns into a nightmare.