MISS EVA

I entered the restaurant and he was still there,waiting.I glanced at my watch,it was midnight.That was how badly he wanted to speak to me.My heart crushed for him,I sympathized.Did he deserve it?No.He was a jerk,at least I thought. "Eva,you came,"he seemed surprised and relieved to see me. He stood up to help me take a seat across him at the table by pulling the chair back for me. "Thanks,"I said in almost a whisper. "I thought you wouldn't show.I'm glad you're here,"he said as he took his seat.He sounded nervous and that was a bad sign.A nervous Carlos?Never thought I'd see the day,but there we were. "I almost didn't come to be honest,then there was traffic,so you better make this worthwhile,"I said trying not to show that I was still upset with him.He nodded as he bit his lower lip,as if not sure where to start.I was upset but I couldn't not notice how hot he looked.New hair cut,that white T-shirt through which the tattoos on his chest were visible... He lightly took my hands, which I had rested on the table,into his.I wanted to pull away but I couldn't.It felt so good. "Should I get you something to drink first?"He asked. "No,I'm good,"I politely declined and gathered the strength to pull away from his soft touch. "So,tell me,"I reminded him that he wanted to talk to me about something. "I don't know what Lauren told you but we are not together,"he started."We broke up before I moved here.We figured we couldn't do long distance and she didn't want to come with me,"he continued. "Then why would she lie to me?"I asked,not wrapping my finger around the whole situation. "She assumed we would be getting back together,"Carl explained further but it left me more confused. "Why?"I asked "She's pregnant Eva.She's expecting our child.She came to Mexico to tell me that,"he dropped the bombshell and my heart dropped into my stomach.I swear I could hear my intestines twist in there. "She's eight weeks now,"he added.I was wishing he stopped talking.That was a lot to take in,God! "Say something,Eva,"Carlos begged as I sat there in silence. "What am I supposed to say?The man I love is expecting a child with another woman.It's a lot to take in,"I as I blinked in a bid to keep my tears from falling.I lost and the tears came crushing down my cheeks.Carlos was smiling,I didn't know why. "That's the first time you've said that.That you love me,"he said and I understand why he had smiled earlier. "I'm sorry Eva,"he said and stood up from his seat.He went down on one knee in front of me and offered me his handkerchief. "You shouldn't be sorry.I wish things were different.I wish I had known you at a different time,"I said as I dried my tears with his handkerchief. "Me too,I'm sorry it is complicated,"he whispered again and I stooped a little bit to hold his chin as a sign of reassurance.I caught a tear in his beards.I thought I always loved complicated,till that day. "We'll be fine,"I said to him."But I hope you understand that I can't be with you Carlos,I don't want to be reason why your baby doesn't grow with you by their side.I wouldn't be able to forgive myself,"I said and he buried his head in my lap.He was crying,he was losing it.I could tell from the tears that were seeping through my emerald dress.I softly rubbed his hair to comfort him. I lost him even before I had him.Love!

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Unromantic declaration of love

"Kiss me,"I said to him without hiding the eagerness in my voice.Carlos Gomez,what did you do to me? I hated how much I craved him.Even as I looked up at him I couldn't help but sexualize the whole of his being.His nice hair that I wanted to fondle with my fingers,his lips that I wanted on mine everytime I was around him.Leave alone the sexy tattoos on his chest.I didn't like the story behind getting them but they were beautiful either way.As he stared down at me,his gaze locked deep in mine like a puzzle,I could read that he really cared for me,that he trusted me like he had never trusted anyone before.He was good for me.Was I good for him?

He grabbed me by the hips and lifted me,setting me on the kitchen island.He smiled at me before we locked lips for the millionth time that evening.I closed my eyes to enjoy and live in the moment.He slowly untied my robe as our tongues devoured each other.I wrapped my legs around his waist to pull him closer to me.He hooked his index finger on my undies and pulled them off my body.My body was reacting to his touch in ways I didn't know it could.I had goosebumps all over my skin leave alone that growing sweet itching between my legs.

He had stopped kissing me and was just staring at me."What?"I asked lightly and he chuckled."Just taking in all this beauty,"he stated and I smiled nervously.I was just wrapping my head around what was about to happen.There was no going back after that,I knew it,he knew it."You are my favourite thing to look at,"he spoke again in that flirty voice as he planted kisses on my neck."Carlos...I...I want you,"I struggled to speak in between the kisses.I couldn't handle the torture anymore."I want you inside me,"I surprised myself by saying."I know,"he whispered with a certain smirk on his face.One that seemed to mean that he enjoyed torturing me.He proceeded to continuously plant kisses on my thighs and next thing I knew,his lips were touching my waistline."Are you sure about this?"He asked me for what felt like the tenth time that evening."Yes,are you?"I asked in return and he raised his eyes to look at me.It was like he didn't expect that question.Had no one ever asked him that question?

"Yes beautiful,I've wanted this,"he reassured me and I nodded.He traced a finger over my pubic area and slipped it down to my core sending a sweet electricity all over my body making me gasp as I threw my head back.His left hand reached for my breast and he gave it a little squeeze.He then stepped back a little and slipped his boxers off.I couldn't help but stare at his manhood.I could feel my heart skip a beat.I didn't know if it was the excitement,the anxiety or the fear of what would come after that night.Or maybe all of that.Carlos took a step closer to me and held my hip with his left hand as pushed into me.That definitely sent a stinging sensation all over my body.Sweet but stingy and it came out as a gasp."You okay?"He asked as I lifted my back off the cold kitchen island to be closer to him."Yeah,"I chuckled nervously as I wrapped my hands around his sexy body.He embraced me before he started moving while kissing me at the same time.

Little moans escaped my lips and we would pause the kissing regularly to catch breaths.For a moment I forgot all my problems,I was drowning in pleasure in a different universe.If I could,I would do that every day for the rest of my life,with him.The grunts that came from him were my favourite sound at that moment.I would look into his eyes and get lost in them.What a beautifully created man,the bar of handsomeness!

He began thrusting faster and faster and the pain was mingled with pleasure, and I then understood why sex was always hyped.Why a young man's first intention the moment he spotted a beautiful lady may be to get her to bed with him,why it broke marriages.Why it made marriages stronger.I felt closer to Carlos than I had ever been to anyone.We were one and maybe that was a good thing,or not. Then there was that pulsation down in my core and seconds later,a moan of pleasure escaped my mouth simultaneously with a grunt from him.The thrusts were getting sloppy and I could feel his muscles tightening as I placed a hand over his abdomen.He breathed hard against my ear as he came.I could feel the cum dripping down my thigh as he pulled out of me.

He smiled at me and I just stared at him,aware that there were tears forming in my eyes.I didn't know that I was one of those creeps that got emotional after sex.I mean,it had never happened before.I think he noticed and just held me closer to him without breaking the embrace."Hey,look at me,"he said and cupped my chin with his left hand."I adore you,you know?"He said."I love you,like...a lot,"he said and a tear dropped from my eye.That was it? "Say something,"he added. "That was the most unromantic declaration of love,"I said and let out a small laugh.He joined in. "I'm afraid that if I keep on speaking I'll say something that you don't want to hear,"I said to him and he broke off from our little embrace. "Okay,"he said as he picked up the his robe from the floor. "Okay?"I questioned in attempt to seek clarity.From what I know,when someone says 'okay' to you it means quite the opposite."Yeah,what I'm I supposed to say?I get it,you probably need time,"he said and disappeared into one of the rooms.

PS:Dear reader,this chapter send me into writer's block!!I know it's not that good,I'll do better next time.Thanks for reading.

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