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Misogynistic Hololiver (A Hololive Fanfic)

"...This is my life now..." Ishijin Shiro. An ex-soldier. Single, broken-hearted twice, and finally got his heart shattered into pieces after his mom decided to break it by "betraying" him, and now he sits there, really doubting the opposite gender. "...Why did you have to do that, mom?!" However...though he's out of the military now, that closed door led to another open door. Streaming. Holostars' 13th member, a.k.a the Solo Debutant, will give blood, sweat, and tears to rise up to mainstream. But can he do it though? Knowing he's gonna be working alongside Hololive? An idol group consisting of girls? All he knows is that he's determined to be considered one of the greatest Vtubers in the scene. He wishes to be considered a GOAT. Btw, the drawing is not mine. It belongs to a guy named Laovaan that did a drawing tutorial. I also don't own Cover or Hololive. The only thing I own here is my OC, Ishijin Shiro.

MinecUwUberif · Anime & Comics
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I Love U Album Lyricbook

~Remember When I Loved You~

[Verse 1]

Remember when I loved ya....

I remember all those times I'd love to kiss. I'd love to hug ya...

...Remember my confession when we-

-Only met for a while but we're so in love. You....

...You said that we should meet up on a-

-Sunday, saying we should go for iced tea and tempura.

We were only 13, but we both were in euphoria. So we-

-Chatted 'till it's 10 PM, and waited for tomorrow.

My heart was beating fast, gave my mom a kiss and dashed.

My clothes were kinda messy, but I hope you'd understand.

We had a good time, talked about our hates and likes.

Went into a park and talked if you'll really be mine.

And that's when I decided that I'd make you my wife. So I-

-Asked the question, and I got the happiest reply. We were-

-Boyfriend and girlfriend...but little did I know, it was-

-Only for a moment. It was only for a moment.

I said I held some metal, then she ain't never looked the same.

Looked me in the eyes, like a dagger pierced into my veins.

"Shiro, I thought you were a good person..." [Shiina]

And she let me eat her dust. I was fucking hurt, and....

I went home but I felt empty. Heart hollow, mind messy.

Hands clenched, eyes teary. Wanted rest, I was weary.

Mom saw me crying. Wrapped my arms around her tight. Thought,-

-"Tomorrow, I'll be fine..." ...but that was a lie.

Laid on my bed. I was only 13 at the time.

Still a kid. Should've known better than to fall for eyes.

Fall for body, fall to the girl named "Temptation", and-

-Now, heart is breaking. A hurtful sensation.

...Dreams of a kid with a girlfriend.

A person always there beside me when I'm hurt in-

-side...are now imaginations in my mind.

Should've known not to pursue that life.

[Chorus]

I want you to be mine.~

But fate has cut ties. I guess it's just right.~

I should never have tried-~

-to meet with those eyes. I was strayed then lost sight.~

So now I spend my time in a locked cell.~ (A locked cell)

Pretty girls, but that's the true hell.~ (The true hell)

I want you to be mine.~

...But I changed. That's the past. Can't trust what you all say.

You'll just leave me in the grass and just laugh at my face.

[Verse 2]

Remember when I loved ya...

Remember all those times I would kiss and I would hug you...

...I was new to the Pearl of the-

-Orient. Everybody looked at me funny...

...But you accepted me so openly.

Guided me around the city, talked about our history. We-

-Talked about our types, and your likes resembled boys like me. And-

-You were kinda different. You were weird, but you were meant for me.

Told my mom about you....She wanted to know you.

You were way too kind, good cook, and very loyal.

Went on many dates. Watched Netflix and chilled. We were-

-Only 15, so we both would get a feel of-

-Each other...Give it a rest for today, 'cause-

-Tomorrow, you and me'll be making love on the way. Bought you-

-Everything you needed. Still, we kissed throughout the day. Peek-

-Outside the window, made sure that your parents were away.

.....But this was a mistake. We were-

-15. Should've known each other from our ways. Now I-

-Can't think of nothing but your body when I'm in your place.

Should've loved each other from the heart, not just from the face.

Oh...and you tasted very lovely, but we-

-both were standing at the edge. I pushed you off, I'm sorry.

Cuz when we stared each other, touched the parts that make us horny,-

There's so much one can do. Gotta learn to set some boundaries. But I-

-Couldn't leave you falling...I picked you up at the bo-

-ttom, laid your head on the pillow, and kissed your forehead. Put my-

-clothes on, hoping you'll forgive me when you wake up, 'cause I-

-Cut off our LINE. I was scared to even make up.

...Dreams of a kid with a wife. Having-

-2 kids. Should've learned back around that time. Guess my-

-Mind never learned it...It's my third chance-

-Around the corner. Better hold it tight, 'cause I won't lose it (again)

[Chorus]

I want you to be mine.~

But fate has cut ties. I guess it's just right.~

I should never have tried-~

-to meet with those eyes. I was strayed then lost sight.~

So now I spend my time in a locked cell.~ (A locked cell)

Pretty girls, but that's the true hell.~ (The true hell)

I want you to be mine.~

...But I changed. That's the past. Can't trust what you all say.

You'll just leave me in the grass and just laugh at my face.

[Post-Chorus]

...I know it's my fault for-

-Choosing so mindlessly, I was just stupid.

...Too young to understand love. I was-

-Caught up in lust in the heat of the moment.

...But that doesn't mean you're guilt-free. We-

-Could've been together for years, but you're heartless.

...In the end, you deceived me. I was-

-Kind, then you left. Now my heart resorts to violence.

[Outro]

....Should've known better than to-

-Fall in love when I know my mind hasn't recovered.

....Should've known better than to-

-Pick anybody. Should've picked a better lover.

...But I'm thankful we still met.

..I learned a lot when the both of us were still intact.

...And I hope you live a good life. But-

-Right now, another year of pain? Don't want none of that.

(4 bars Instrumental fading out)

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