8-Whatever it takes

I got everything prepared. Brother set up everything I need, a syringe, nurse , vitamins and nutrients and things that can keep me alive for 50 years or more. It's said if the other body is still asleep , the soul will be stuck in that other world which is why we feel tired when we stay up late and still get enough sleep. It will be tiring but I don't care. I wasn't mentally prepared,but I needed to act quickly.

The nurse injected the liquid in the syringe and fed me somethings .I was ready for the journey of my life or my death.

I left a note to my brother on his couch :

" Dear brother

You've always helped me one way or another. You always took care of me . You were patient and kind . I hope the best for you. I wish I could have been a better sister and stayed with you. I apologize for being selfish. I love you

Alexis"