Inconsistent Decisions and Confused Feelings

She jolted from her sleep, panting and sweating heavily. She just had a dream and it was all about Riku. She covered her naked body with the blankets. She looked down when she felt an arm wrapping around her waist. Right. She started sleeping with Itsuki. She felt like it was useless to have two bedrooms in one apartment. She shook her head and tried to shove away those thoughts. She should think of Itsuki and not of Riku.

"You had a nightmare?" Itsuki asked and she slowly nodded. He sat up and hugged her gently, leaving light kisses on her shoulder down to her arm.

"It's alright. I'm here." He mumbled and she buried her face on the crook of his neck. She doesn't like what is happening to herself. She was not like this. She was very consistent with her decisions before but why are these happening to her?