Ellie 3

Ellie 3

'No! I'll do it.' I pushed her aside and took a deep breath.

'Take the trousers off.'

What? I can't go to him stark naked.

You can. I walk around naked all the time.'

'You have fur!'

So what? My pussy is always in display. So is his dick everytime he is Lau?

Lau? Who's that?

Just do it!

No!

My body heated up as i slowly felt like my bones were being bent. 'Do it or else i will make you turn and spent three days in bed.'

Ellie gritted her teeth as she threatened me and i gave in. With my bones feeling like someone was slowly but surely trying to break them, i gave in.

I did as she asked and walked out of the bathroom slowly whilst stark naked.

Nervously, i stood in front of the door and faced the bed.

He didn't say anything.

Nor did he move.

I slowly took my eyes off the ground and wore a small smile. But he wasn't there.

My heart almost crashed as i looked at the well made bed. No trace of the night before or the mess we made remained. Even the door that i remember almost ripping off it's hinges as we crashed onto it whilst kissing and...

He's a dog! A shameless... Ellie started cursing as pictures of her punching a pillow crawled into my head.

My clothes were neatky folded on the edge of the bed.

My heart ripped apart ssi saw them and...

'Was this a way to tell me that I should leave? Was he going to throw me out? Was he...?

A thousand questions crawled into my head as I looked at the dress. 'I know i don't know what happens after people sleep together for the first time but what does this mean?

Does he want to throw me out?

Was he going to send someone to deal with me because now he didn't want to see me?

Was he going to pretend it didn't happe... tears rolled down my eys as I looked at the dress. His reaction earlier crawled into my head as I remembered it. He pretended we didn't sleep together and...

I stopped myself from crying as i put the dress on before looking around for my panties but didn't find them.

He had cleaned the room. He had erased every trace of the deed and even the condoms i remember...

Shit!

'What did you do?' I asked Ellie as the feeling of ripping a condom out of Laurent's cock just after he wore it and encouraging him to go raw.

I remembered that we didn't use protection and we've went more than once. I grew scared as memories of him holding me tight and pressing onto me as he climaxed resurfaced.

Him going so deep in me and me liking it so much i grabbed on tight to him as i trembled and almost fainted on him. Even when we finally tired and couldn't do it anymore, Ellie had slept on top of him and put him inside us and slept like that.

Every dream that followed was both a sweet dream and a wet dream.

He oozed inside of me a lot and his cock just acted a plug to keep everything in and not leak.

His warm flood that held me in the warmest tickling embrace ever.

I shook my head and focussed on the horror of the multiple three times he ejaculated inside of me.

Ellie blushed and started playungwith her toes and nervously bitting her nails

'I wanted to have sex not get pregnant!'

'Sheez, you bitch. You are...' if words could hurt, the next were beyond mortally wounding. She cussed me so hard I grew embarrassed at the first words. 'Sorry. But stop demanding a lot. A dick is born without a plastic wrapping. A pussy wasn't made for plastics it was made to feel meat. Besides, I want six puppies, you want three like Laurent, we both needed a hard cock. Being pregnant first try would be icing on the cake. Or should i say the creampie?'

She blushed even harder and chuckled.

Somebody kill me.

'He was a virgin too,so it worked both ways.'

'No it didn't! You paint ass bitch!'

The tears I've been holding at bay came and I started crying on the floor.

It took me ten minutes to put them on whilst fighting back tears. Ellie stopped cursing after about a minute and started trying to comfort me about him leaving. Only making it harder for me to keep my tears at bay.

What if to him it was just a one night stand? What if he didn't want me as much as i wanted him? What if...

I remembered the times everyone said his mate died a child. Moments he seemed sad and said i wasn't his mate and the tears broke.

"No, he's worse than a dog. At least they stay around for a second round and would pester a bitch for even more rounds until she can't take it anymore and runs away."

'Just shut up! It's your fault!' Allie bit back at me for a second before she started crawling back into her hole.

"I'm sorry, I..." My voice broke as tears built up in me.

"Was I really that awful in bed he couldn't even... no, that can't be right."

I thought of the night before. His hunger when he turned me inside out and the length of time we spent doing it. It was hours. He didn't let me rest like I him.

But he...

"That freaking baby faced, asshole for a mouth son of a bitch!"

'Don't curse him. It's your fault for throwing yourself onto him!'Allie said with a teary voice that almost dwindled.

'I'm sorry. But I find it ridiculous that he didn't even stay for cuddles and I wanted to stay in bed and cuddle with him.

"Maybe I should have neutered him. I'm never ever going to talk to him. You should too.'

'yeah, you right.' Allie agreed as she wallowed in pain and I left her alone as I looked around to seek something to focus on. Her pain was my pain and while hers made her submissive and weak. Mine made me angry and if I just focused on it, I knew I would do something I would regret. Something that would get Allie in trouble, but I didn't want us to be in trouble. I wanted us to be one not echoes of the pains of the other.

But why the heck did he hold onto me like that when we fucked? We couldhave just fucked without holding tight to each other.

He could have bedded me in any position without pressing me onto his him like that. Or kissing me like everything depended on it.

Why did he make it seem like he loved me?

Why...

I took my mind off it and looked around. But my heart dwelt on it way more than i liked.

This clearly wasn't the room I woke up in. The sheets and everything seemed both similar and yet so different.

'sniff! sniff!' It smelt different too.

"Allie?" I called as I looked around. Silence remained in my head as Allie's presence vanished.

'Allie?'

'Knock knock!' Someone knocked on the door as i almost panicked at Allie's dissappearance in my head.

I never wanted to replace her. I didn't... Allie's emotional echo hit me as i searched for where she always was.

"Allie!" Debby's voice called, making me wish the earth would just split and swallow me whole.

"Yes." I choked on tears that slowly slid down my cheeks.

Allie was crying again. Her tears were warm and... I've felt them hundreds of times but this time i felt responsible for them.

"Come out to eat. The food is getting cold."

"Okay."

I hugged myself the same way mom always hugged us when we cried and hopped she could feel it too.

"Allie?" Debby opened the door and saw me crying whilst holding the pillow tight.

"Oh Allie." She hugged me and I burst into tears the moment she touched me.

"Why...? why would he...? how could he leave after... was I bad in?" I tried to tell her a lot of things but both my breath and tears didn't let me finish my sentences.

"Shh! Its okay." Debby caressed my back with her hands growing fur. "Its okay."

Being in the comfort of familiar arms made me cry harder and let out all the pain I had bottled inside.

The pain of losing my parents as a child and being alone and lonely for all my life and for what Laurent did to me and all the other pain in between.

I was scared and I just wanted to be loved and protected. Not being promised heaven, then being used and discarded.

I cried a bit more but with her warm embrace and her silent whining, i soon calmed down as if I told her everything that weighed me down. I rested on her chest and let her caress me.

"I should have skinned him!" I said as i held onto her.

"Yeah, I know he's a jerk. He's an asshole too! A truck should just hit him and kill him..." She said and Ellie jumped up, cursing her stating all the things Debby ate since the day she was born to right this moment. And giving the clear discription of how crappy they all were that everything she is is rotten, covered in maggot and deserves to be thrown somewhere i couldn't say. All for bringing out the idea of Laurent dying.

I had stopped crying and watched Debby, both angry, embarrassed and ashamed of my own words I stared down. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean..."

"Ha! Hahahaha!" Debby broke out in a terrifying laughter it scared the crap out of me just hearing it.

I wiped what remained of my tears and stepped away from her.

'What have you done'

'Oh grow a spine. And stop being such a pushover. I should clip her clit and burn it for suggesting that Laurent should die.' She turned into a giant black wolf and growled in my head.

Debbie's eyes lit gold as her hair stood on end. She stopped laughing and looked at me with cold eye.

'Ok, you can panic now.' Ellie whispered into my head and whimpered.

I swallowed hard and looked down.

"Consider yourself slapped young lady." Debby made me feel like a child throwing a tantrum with a finger flick on y forehead.

"Yes." I whimpered.

"Do you feel better now or do you still wanna cuss me out?" She asked. Completely shocking me. Her eyes were red like Laurent's.

"I don't want to cuss at you."

"Good let's go for lunch before we prepare you for the dance."