Are you God?

My name is Daniel, I was giving my last breath, I was on a stretcher in a public hospital, that is, not suitable for this disease that consumes me, the truth is that I already felt tired, but I don't know why I lived so long, my family is very devoted to god, the god of Christians if we specify.

On this stretcher I feel my body a little light, the pain gradually fades, my consciousness is a bit blurred, I no longer begin to smell the chemical agents that would be kept for cleaning and disinfection, although the hospital was not of much use, I had the basic protocols that any facility could have.

The patient monitor begins to sound little, I think I am dying, I do not feel afraid since from the beginning when I was 10 years old that I was diagnosed I could die at any moment.

"Ha" I sigh I think I do it mentally since my body can no longer control it.

I hear the door open, and it is the doctors and nurse who have cared for me for years.

I thank you for taking care of me and keeping me alive, since it is a miracle that in these conditions and in this country.

I deeply regret that he cannot help my family, but I hope that if there is a god to tell him that you are cruel and indifferent, I cannot understand how someone who does not even know can pray to him.

I listen to the patient monitor silently I no longer hear anything I no longer see anything, I feel nothing, I cannot smell anything.

My conscience begins to blur and enter an infinite darkness, I do not feel afraid of death but if an eternal darkness awaits me, a god who judges good and evil, well I can't even define myself as bad anymore that he can not do anything, but well I was with my family, I can thank him, I do not remember that I questioned God, but I think that does not matter since he has been ignoring everything, being my family very devoted, they still did not save me and still die with regret

That is if I am afraid of him and it is of the unknown.

On July 20, 2050, a patient with lung cancer dies in the country, the 18-year-old loses his life after 8 years of living with cancer. Condolences to his family and friends, and it is hoped that at least the public health system will improve

I feel like I'm floating, but nothing has happened, after a few seconds I think something appeared that with very few words could describe it, I don't know, but I hope something bad doesn't happen to me.

What I see is like a ball of light that is brighter than the sun itself, leaving me unable to see beyond my understanding.

But I'd bet it's a ball of light, it'll be a lightbulb

Ball of light: "I can read your thoughts, and I am not a light bulb, I am what your race calls god, but for me it is better to say that I am an administrator of this planet for a billion years"

Daniel: "Well, that ball of light that looks like a light bulb is a god, ask what a god is, and what god are you?"

God: I already told you that I am a god if we use their definitions of your race, but also an administrator of this planet, and I am not one of your gods, the former did intervene and pretend to be the son of god to better control his race, but this is forbidden, and that is a god in your understanding your imaginary gods are omnipotent and omnipresent, but I am only the result of coalitions of universal laws over tens of millions of years "

Daniel: "I understand little, but I understand, so the universe is like a company and you are the manager here, you only brought me here for something or because I said ugly things about you"

God: "no, I am very tolerant and I ignore all that since you are not the first to curse the gods, I only felt sorry for the people who did wrong in ethical and moral terms that you did I condemn to reincarnate uncivilized races, it is say animals that have not created their civilization and is deprived of their memories, the good people according to the above will reincarnate into civilized races where they will be born into a common population where they choose their own destinies without shackles, and people like you have where they did a lot bad but a lot of good was also done, he talked with them to decide their future, but they did very little in their lives and even so they live a long time, that's why I create the roulette game of how many wishes you can have or where your civilized future will be or uncivilized, anything can happen.

Daniel: "is that not very suspicious, or altered for your own wishes?"

God: "no, because I made an oath not to intervene in this wheel after its creation, because to try it and it does not interfere in your decision, if you don't want I can simply send you to reincarnate or look at how many wishes you have"

Daniel: "I'm thinking"

Mm, but if I'm wrong, but anyway I will not have memory only after death I know, but with a chance I can do many things that will be.

It does not matter I think since I do not lose anything.

Daniel: "God I hope it can be fair, I want to see what comes out of the roulette"

God: "well Daniel, first is the fate of bad people, the last is where the fate of good people is occupying two yeses, the others are nothing, and one will be a wish, the next two wishes and the highest prize. there are 3 wishes, you can turn and the result will give "

Daniel: "at times you give me chills, then it's just spinning right?"

God yes"

Daniel gets up from his chair and walks slowly and pronounces.

Daniel: "let's go"

The roulette wheel spins without stopping through all the options, Daniel unconsciously prays to God, ignoring that the same God and he twitched, since it seemed funny to him, but as he had said he cannot intervene.

And the roulette begins to spin more slowly until it arrives that will define the destiny of Daniel.

God: "well Daniel come and sit down and receive your reward"