Shan woke up, earlier than he should, and immediately looked at the phone, he felt like shit. He dreamed about his ears bleeding out of nowhere and suddenly his sleeping position was an uncomfortable pretzel, unlike his usual sleeping on the side, hugging his blanket or Hyun.
The sixth anniversary was here, the day had come, and even though his mood was better than the last years, it sucked. He felt like not getting out of bed, he felt no point in living his life, playing a game, building Lego, or simply anything.
Shan's stomach rumbled with hunger, but he didn't even feel like getting up and eating, the toilet was simply too far away to get there.
"Get up, we're going out," Hyun said as soon as he came into the room, he was holding a tray with today's breakfast and placed it on the bed next to still lying Shan, he leaned in and kissed him on his cheek. Shan's mood wasn't better after that, but at least he didn't have to get up and get his food by himself.