story of mother

mother ohhh mother you crazy woman, although you gave birth to me i feel only hate for you.

so i grew up with divorced parents and in a country where the mother will always get custody my dad got custody, so one could imagine the person she was . remember i was young when this shit happened so i cant explain in detail .

first thing is she kidnaped my brother and i 

second she tried to od when my brother and i where with her and the police ended up jumping over the wall to save her and get us who where toddlers

third she tried to kill herself again by cutting and this time my older brother younger brother and i all saw her and i still remember the blood and this is when i was like 10 or 11

she put out a cigarette on me which doesn't sound so bad but it hurt like shit 

she used to go to a bar and leave my brother and i in the back of a car for hours 

she would buy McDonalds and clothes with the money my dad gave her and it the McDonalds Infront of us and gave us a piece of bread with mustard on , which honestly rocked at the time 

and much more , but the worst is she abused my younger brother along with my step dad and pushed him to suicide at the age of 11 and then proceeded to lie through her teeth about it which made me want to kill killllllllllllll her, and it also pushed me into deep depression for like 5 years 

but like it is what it is and i just thug shit out