Future Boyfriend

Hey, sorry to interrupt but I would like some feed back on this.

I don't know if I want to keep it as a poem or not.

I hope I can trust you.

I don't give my trust often.

Even if this oesn't end well,

I hope we end on good tearms.

If that doesn't happen

 I willl know that 

I have atleast learned something from it.

I don't need a lover,

just a friend.

I will have low expectations.

Not daring to hope that this could last.

You better treat me right.

Please don't be too nice to me, please.

You know I'm indepentant 

and that I like doing things myself.

Sometimes you can act as my gentlemen.

Respect my bondries and privacy. 

I won't tell you everything.

It takes me time to trust you and tell you things.

Tell me what you want to know. 

You can ask anything.

But keep in mind that I won't answer everything.

There are sertain words you shouldn't say.

Maybe I should tell you now.

Please don't jock about rape.

I have friends who have been raped.

You have no idea what affect it can have on people.

All of you people act like it's not a bad thing.

It makes me so frustrated.

How you all act like it doesn't matter that people are in pain.

It's all just a sick game to you.

It makes me want to hurt you.

I would if I didn't have a good heart.

Though it might not seem like it at times.

I don't want to hurt people.

The times I do it's as a jock to my friends.

I usually only do it if i think of you as a friend

 or friend of a friend.

The other thing I don't want you to say is virginity.

This goes along with my reasons before.

It also makes me unconfortable.

Then the name you a forbiden to say is Deven.

It's his fault that I hated the whole race of men.

I still really don't like men in general.

Mind my language.

This Jackass brock my trust.

Then hurt me physically,mentally, and made me cry.

I still don't trust men

 becuase I know that the world is full of guys like him.

Those liers, who pertend that nothing ever happened.

Right after they hurt you.

Those who never get punished for what they did to you.

I foaght him, 

but he was 3 years older.

Strong enough to pick me up and carry me.

So lastly, please take my advice.

It's for the best.

Also prove me wrong,

 that not all of you men are the same.

By not turning out to be like him.