Make Me

In the middle of the night I can feel myself in a dream... Rather a nightmare. Micah found me and the wedding went on as planned and on the first night he did unthinkable things to me. I must have been shaking or screaming because I'm uncuffed and cradled in Kians arms as he's trying to calm me.

I'm covered in sweat and tears as I'm shaking uncontrollably. He doesn't say a word. Just gets up and goes into the kitchen and returns a few minutes later with some chamomile tea. He sets the tea down and climbs behind me pulling me back onto his chest while he simultaneously rubs my arms up and down.

I don't resist nor put up a fight. I just bawl. I can tell he's uncomfortable but he's trying his best to comfort me. When I calm down I drink a bit of the tea and we lay back down. But this time no cuffs.

' Being it's me or that mook I don't see you going anywhere, plus we're in bfe. Come back to bed '

His arms open I reluctantly climb into them, he holds me until I fall back asleep. I'm lucky enough to either not dream or it wasn't a terror. The next morning I awake to coffee and glazed doughnuts, my favorite.

I eat both of them and I sip my coffee and I hear Kian open the door. A soft expression on his face.

' Good morning Lyannah... You feeling okay? '

' Fine, thank you. ' I say, ashamed of last night. I always feel so vulnerable and last night was the worst. I can't even look at him. I see from the corner of my eye him crouching down, lifting my chin to face him.

' Look at me Lyannah! '

I obey, reluctantly.

' You need to get out for a bit.. There's a nice lake up the way, put on something for an easy hike.. I'll be packing us a bag '

I just nod, and get up. I head to the dresser and pull out some leggings and cami along with some socks and running shoes. I smoke a cigarette as I get dressed and throw my mop of hair into some sort of bun. I walk into the hallway and freeze when I reach the end.

There's absolutely no evidence of the murder last night. New couch, New carpet and it reaks of cleaner. I walk by the front door and wait. Within moments I see Kian approaching with cuffs on his hip and a big bagpack on his back.

I follow his lead and we're off. He wasn't lying, we are in bfe, but it's absolutely gorgeous. He was right I needed this. It takes us about a half hour to get to the spot he spoke about. The hike was filled mostly with silence but a few soulful glances in between.

He must know I'm not going to run, he was right when he said I'm stuck between him and Micah... Kian may be a psychotic but he has yet to hurt me... Physically at least.. He's telling truths I don't want to hear.

I watch as he lays a blanket down with the perfect view, unpacking the drinks and snacks. He tells me to sit down and so I do.

' Why are you being so nice to me Kian? '

' I may be a 'monster' but I'm not a piece of shit. My mother did do a decent job instilling the little bit of morals I have '

I'm caught way off guard at that response. He continues.

' I see that you're hurting, that night terror last night... The way you shook and cried out... You.. You called out for me. That's what woke me up.. It really mixed me up. '

I feel my eyes start stinging and I do my best but a few tears fall. I reach in my bag, eat an edible then grab my smokes and Shakily light one up before I even think of responding.

' Look I.. I don't know why I did that.. But I can't handle this right now. I just need to know how much longer until you get your money. Or are they making things difficult? '

Kian growls a half assed chuckle.

' You do realize that I do what I want, Money isn't my only motive.. '

I cut him off immediately

' And what else is your motive? Kidnapping a doomed rich girl doesn't exactly seem scream I'm not doing this for money.. Stalking, comforting.. I.. I just don't understand! '

' Lyannah what are you bitchin about, if I didn't take you when I did you woulda..

You know exactly what would've happened to you! '

' Yeah and you still haven't answered why you care! '

He looks defeated and says ' I just do okay! That weak s.o.b doesn't deserve a woman like you. He'd rather dull you where I.. I'd rather dull myself just to see you shine. '

My heart stops. I have no idea what to say to this. In a weak moment I make a confession I had no intention of telling..

' Kian... For whatever sick reason.. You excited me from the first moment I met you.. I didn't want to let you win but it doesn't even matter anymore. '

Before I can speak another word his lips crash into mine and I feel nothing but electricity running through my veins. Our tongues colliding as he pulls me atop of him. This is the most intense kiss I've ever had, and I don't want it to end.

He switches our positions so quickly it almost makes me dizzy. Kian is staring down into my eyes and possibly my soul... My breath is unsteady, my gut is in knots and there's an annoying throb between my legs.

Kian continues kissing me as I feel his free hand creep to my throat gripping it loosely then up to my chin. Telling me to look at him.

' You sure this is what you want princess? '

He asks me in his deep velvet voice. I don't know how or what to feel so I just pull his mouth to mine. I feel his hand slide into my leggings. The only hand that's ever been here is mine but I don't stop him.

I groan as I feel his fingers slide along my wetness a few times before he glides in a few times. My chest is beating like crazy, Kian continues kissing me as his fingers go inside a few more times before pulling them out and sucking all of me from his fingers.

Without hesitation he grabs my leggings from the tops and pulls them down to my knees as he pushes my legs up. I feel childish but his eyes are full of lust.

I watch as his head disappears between my legs and for the first time I have a tongue tasting my innocence and it feels AMAZING. His piercing helps a lot but when he uses his finger to help I can't help but melt. I spend the next half hour twitching, arching and moaning until he finishes.

He kisses his way up to my lips and I taste myself on him and I like it. I pull my bottoms back up and just lay there for a few moments. This was the furthest thing I thought would happen. But I don't regret it... I almost want more.

' You're even tastier than I imagined '

' Than you imagined... You been thinking about my juices a lot? '

I ask.

' More and longer than you know '

He replies with a devilish grin as he gathers everything and puts them back into the backpack. I simmer on his words. Curious on just how long he's been wanting it... Me..

The hike back is silent with a lot of glances to one another. Before we reach the pathway that leads into the slab house Kian grabs my arm and stops me.

' I've already crossed the line Lyannah... As much as I wanna hear your sweet voice screaming my name it can't happen. '

I yank my arm from him before I lose my shit on him.

' Are you fucking serious right now? You take me on a hike, slurp me up and now you say this bullshit. '

' You don't understand just how much I risked for even that taste. My job was to  control myself, I tried and I failed. '

I interrupt him with a ' I don't wanna hear it. Just lock me in the room and leave me the fuck alone until your daddy tells you otherwise ' I watch as his eyes go dark and before I know it his hand is around my throat, not painfully but tight enough to make me look at him.

' Keep playing with me Lyannah and you're going to wish you were back with your weak ass husband to be. I told you to mind your tongue before I mind it for you. I don't make empty threats princess. '

I grit my teeth as he releases me, I turn on my heel and make my way to the room I shut and lock the door on him because I'm not sure why he's trying to be in here with me. I hear throw his fist against the door before walking away.

I'm so fucking lost. This man is ass backwards. One minute threatening me with his assault weapon the next saying he can't do it. Not including him getting a tasty treat.

I pace and clench my fists. I decide to gulp down the unfinished bottle from the night before and chain smoke. I grab a new cami and boy shorts to put on before I climb into the bed.

I hear a knock a few hours later, I get up from the bed and unlock the door. By this time I'm pretty lit and pretty bitter, His face is unreadable when he walks through the door. I glare at him as he comes in and leans against the dresser.

We're playing chicken with our eyes, neither of us caving... Before I hear him ask me

' You'll be pleased to hear you'll be back with your beloved sooner than expected '

' Good! You'll be rid of a 'not worth it' headache. '

' And you'll be in your worst nightmare princess. '

' Let's circle back to why you fucking care shall we? ' I spit like venom I watch his fingers grip the edge of the dresser... Tightly. I squint my eyes at him antagonisticly. I watch as he slowly walks towards me.

' Get up ' Kians tone is low and very demanding.

' Make Me '

And without another word he snatches me up faster than I can fathom and I can't get out of his grip.