TONY

I went straight to my room after I arrived and laid on the bed

I covered myself with a flannel that was nearby

I wanted to be alone and just cry about how foolish I was to think all of this would turn out right

We should've let them know from the start

What Nathan's mother accused me of really hurt me even though it wasn't what it seemed like, thinking I'd do such a thing broke my heart

She didn't trust me

Tears rolled down my eyes continuously

This was the best and worst birthday of my life

I wish Nathan was here to tell me everything was going to be okay, that he'd help me fix all of this

But it's been an hour and he hadn't showed up, maybe his mother didn't let him

Fresh tears came out rolling down across my upper nose to the other side of my cheek

I'm such a bad person

I put him in a bad position with his mother and now I want him here to defy his mother and come to me

I sniffed

I can't do this alone