Magic Knight Revival

Is it really how it comes to an end… Will i really die without even able to achieve a single thing that I wanted Sigh*** if only I wasn't born with this crippled body unable to store mana. In order to become strong, in order to rise I did everything I could learn all the martial arts I could master every weapon available but is it really how my story came to an end. Killed by my own squad member just cuz I refused to kill innocent. I am Lucas Greysworth, I am 23 and I am currently dying after half of my organs were crushed. I was born in the 7th district of delta zone of New Britain in an aristocratic family which has been producing great warriors and mages for ages. Anyone would think that my life was set for greatness but that was not the case for me as I was born with a body unable to store mana. As I was born with a body worse for both martial arts and magic, I was treated like trash in my family. My siblings and cousins were all talented in different fields and started to show tremendous growth at a very young age. While I was a complete and utter failure. Disowned at the age of 18. I tried to live a normal life but the tag of failure didn't leave me. I was left with no other choice but to become a soldier. In the end, in order to survive this harsh world where the weak are the prey to the strong , I was born without any talent and can only join the military in the end. Even in the military i was nothing but a just a pawn that was used and then thrown away after being used. My life has been nothing but a roller coaster of misfortune. If there is a next life I would like to live life a little better than this, achieve something great. My only regret is that all my hard work,all the sufferings that I went through weren't acknowledged. These were my thoughts before everything went dark....