57 I wish I had a normal life

✨Andi✨

Understanding things is good, but if on the path to understanding someone's intention means you'll get yourself hurt and your heart is broken, I suggest you stay in the dark.

Learning Yuri's reason for taking me against my will and tagging me along on his grandfather's mansion was enlightening. Maybe I shouldn't worry too much about hurting him. Maybe I got this all wrong. We already had sex and from what I gather from his hooking up file, he'd never do it twice if he didn't enjoy his time. If the girl he fúcked wasn't worth it.

Thinking of me at that position was the same feeling I once felt when a dagger pierced my liver. It felt cold everywhere and I can feel the poison slowly killing all of my organs.

He was getting back at me for keeping Alex's situation from him.

''It was for the better that you didn't know about him'' Vlad spoke calmly. Isiah must've told him about what happened in Siberia.