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parv is not understanding anything what to do he is sobbing silently in his room while drinking for whole night he wanted to scream and ask what is this feeling
he was angry at the sametime upset with confusion her words are running in his mind
He is repeating the same words whole night and day who am I what am I he is in the vulnerable state
He is thinking to himself "why you also decided to leave me sarah
Am I that unworthy for your love can't you give a single chance to my feelings damn it
You're the only people I have you all decided to leave me then for whose sake I should live
I'm a fool because everyone leaves one day everything leaves one day how can I expect you to stay
Sun leaves in the dark
Moon leaves in the bright
Stars leave in the sunrise
Clouds leaves when rain is over
Rainbow also leaves after a while
How can you stay
When you don't know who I'm or what I'm
I don't know literally why I'm alive