19.

Jone Gilbert's pov:

I am very proud of my daughter, I decided to let her study abroad as it was her dream from the very beginning. At first, I was a little bit hasten but then soon I realized how talented she is. I hope she doesn't fall for the bad company in America. I want her to focus on her studies only. I decided to call her. I hope she is free this time, last time I asked Elizabeth this is her break time. I called her and she received my call.

Farah: hi dad how are you?

Jone: I am fine my dear daughter, how are you? how is Elena?

Farah: we are fine.

Jone: how are studies going?

Farah: it's a good dad.

Jone: look Farah always focus on your studies never get distracted you know what I mean.

Farah: yes dad I will. How is Adi(Adam)?

Jone: he is fine. Ok, Farah takes care of yourself.

Farah: you too dad, bye dad.

I felt good while talking to her. She is really good at studies and a good person also. I know she will never do such things which will bring shame to our family.

Farah's pov:

I and Elena are sitting in the cafeteria, after talking to dad, I felt very guilty and I said to Elena.

Farah: dad has trust in me, and what his daughter is doing falling for criminal.

Elena: stop saying that, you didn't know what he was, and Farah you know one thing when you fall for someone you can't help it. Actually, it's my fault, you try to warn me but because of me you also let your heart lose for him.

Elena is much better than yesterday, she is sad and broken like me but yesterday she was shattered.

Farah: let's not think about it.

Elena nodded but we both know that damage has been done we both fall for them deeply we can't deny it. Even though we felt betrayed, and broken but we still love them deeply.

Elena and I decided to go for walk outside campus, as we were walking someone put something in my mouth, and I struggled a lot, as I glanced at the same thing that was happening to Eli. What is going on? Soon everything went black and I fainted.

As I opened my eyes, I found myself in some room, the room is nice with beautiful curtains and the bed is very soft. Where the hell am I? I recalled the last thing I was attacked, oh shitt where is Eli? Soon the door opened and I can't believe myself, Ryan!

Farah: What the hell!  you! kidnaped me?

I was so angry how dare he?

Ryan: you didn't let me explain, I have no option left.

Farah: explain that you are a criminal, that you betrayed me, you hid everything from me, you played with my feelings.

I saw Ryan's face, he becomes red with anger and I saw the rage in his eyes, they were emotionless, he came near to bed and put both his hand on my arms and bend me to the bed and lay on top of me. I was afraid.

Ryan: What did you just say, I played with your feelings, how could you say that.

I was speechless. His hands were hurting my arm, he was so powerful. Where did loving Ryan go? In front of me is angry Ryan.

Ryan: now listen to me carefully then decide what you want.

Ryan said angrily and back away and went to the nearest window. I straighten up and decide to listen to him.

Ryan: I know I am a criminal, but I can't help it, Farah.

Ryan said softly, his anger has faded he continues.

Ryan: From the day 1st when I saw you I felt something for you Farah. My feelings have nothing to do with my profession. I loved you, Farah. I don't know what these feelings are but I know them now.

He looked into my eyes. His eyes were full of love. I can't believe it Ryan Carter loves me. I fell connected to his eyes, to all his emotions, and my heart started beating fast.

Ryan: I don't want to betray you Farah but I didn't know what I was feeling until now, I want to be sure of my feelings before telling you anything. we had been planning to tell you both everything but before we could say anything, dad betrayed us and told you all. I am sorry if you felt betrayed. But my feelings for you are true. I love you, Farah. It's true I can't leave my world, but I will protect you always, you have nothing to fear my angel.

He slowly came near to me and sit next to me on his bed, took my hand in his, my heart stopped beating for a sec.

Ryan: I know you also love me, Farah, please don't deny it because of my profession please my love.

I don't know what I will do, I saw Ryan's eyes, there are some tears and my eyes are also full of tears. He is so sensor, he really loves me but how can I go into his world, my family will never understand my love for a criminal, oh god what will I do.

I was just thinking when he reduced the distance between us and pressed me with my back touching the bed and my chest pressed to his Chest. And he said to me a little louder.

Ryan: tell me Farah you love me, tell me, Farah!

He continuously said this to me until I said to him

Farah: yes Ryan I love you, I love you.

Without warning, Ryan put his lips on my lips and start kissing me, at first I was shocked but then I too responded to his kiss. It was my first kiss and it was with my 1st and only love Ryan Carter.

Our kiss deepened. I hear his soft moan between the kiss and I was too moaning lightly.

I don't know what will happen in the future but I can't live without Ryan.