Girl choosing the decision!

The day I gave the letter that day she asks me that what's the meaning of all you gave the word are very hard that I don't understand, so please explain it. And I say her that is there anything explain cause it's a love letter from me and I even purpose to her. When I say that everything in the letter is a purpose letter then after some minutes I say to her that I love you then she reacts very strange behavior. Then she ask me before going home that are you going to the festival of Bishkarma pooja then I said that I may go cause I am alone staying with my father so I have to ask my father, after my father has taken the decision that he will go then I will come but if then if my father said that we will not go then I will not go, After hearing these words then she said please okay,then I said that I will try to come if I can. So I reached and I ask my father that we will go or not, then my father said we will go then I was readying the dress for the festival. After finishing the work we went together in our own private car. At the moment of the car was moving slowly the time went slow when I saw her on the road it was a miracle for me. I always thought that she will choose Ashok. Real is I always used to think the negative mind? So her small sister and her friends came near to me and saying that Bashika love you also now, so what are you going to do. I was totally mad what she was saying I thought it was a dream, the dream finally came true. At that timing Bashika called Ashok and say to him that I don't love you and say to him that let's be brother and sister, then Ashok said that say I don't care. After talking with Ashok, Ashok went out and she called me and I was staring at her that what to do I don't know what to do when she was so shy that she can't say anything but my friend was there she was talking with him,she was saying that I can't say to him that word,so I kept quiet,then after some minutes she said that she is late then they went out for home to go,I was trying to drove her but my father was there that's why I didn't drive her and they were teasing me also I feel so shy that day. Then I ask to my friend I don't know what to do tomorrow we are going to seat at the same bench, and my friend told me that sit always you used to seat in the class usually, then I reached home then I think whole night about her I didn't sleep that night properly,it was the most beautiful day of my life.