Chapter 70: Deacon

Holy fucking hell! Just when I thought our mate couldn't get any hotter. Watching her squirt for Ash and Jer and then pass out had me coming in my pants like an untried teenager. She was so fucking beautiful when she comes. I watched as Jer came hard and fell back panting into the chair Ash had brought over. I helped Ash lift Zoey from the swing, and we laid her gently on the bed and removed the clamps and plug. I left the room and went to my bathroom, cleaned myself up, and got a warm wet washcloth. I went back to the playroom and carefully cleaned her up. I figured she would be out for a little while and I wanted her to be comfortable when she woke up.

"Damn. That was better to watch than any porn I've ever seen."

Ash lifted an eyebrow. "Oh really?"

"Yep. I fucking came in my pants watching you two rail the shit out of her."

Jer smirked. "Don't forget you still have your turn to go, Deke."

"Trust me. I haven't forgotten. But I think after all that she's gonna need a break. Delayed gratification can shatter a person and Ash edged the shit out of her."

Ash gave a satisfied chuckle. "And had fun time doing it too. I'm gonna head downstairs and get her a drink and a snack. I think she is going to need it when she comes to."

"Yeah. Good thinking. I need to put a small fridge in here with some water bottles. And a chest full of snacks. Fuck, I haven't thought of adding anything to this room in years. But now that we have a mate that likes to play, I can go back to stocking the room." I gave Zoey a thoughtful look. "I wonder how she would feel about a collar. Maybe a spreader bar or two. Possibly a hog tie cuff set to really set off those gorgeous tits while she sucks our cocks. And we definitely need a panty vibrator."

"Panty vibrator?" Jer looked confused.

"Yeah. It slips into her panties and has a remote so that we can vibrate her pussy whenever we want. It's a great foreplay toy. I know some couples use it to make their partners orgasm in public but that's not for our mate. Her orgasms are just for us. But that doesn't mean we can't tease her and get her dripping wet and hungry for us while out and about."

"Damn, Deke. I approve that whole fucking list. How soon can you get those things?"

"Fairly quickly. I can place the order later tonight. I want to check with her on the collar first so I can order everything all at once." 

Jer winced and I looked at him concerned. "You ok, man? I know that was intense earlier. Are you hurting anywhere?"

"No but Toth is pissed. He said no collar. That his mate wasn't a fucking dog, and he will bite your ass if you attempt to collar her, human or not." He cocked his head. "But he's ok with the rest of your list."

I laughed and shook my head. "Ok then. No collar. Not a big deal anyway, it was just for looks. I would never lead her on a leash or anything like that like some Dom's do."

"Is that the right term for you then? A Dom?"

"Yes, although for the right woman I am willing to be a switch. Which means I can Dom or be a Sub. Much like you were on the bench and she called the shots. I've never done it before because until now I hadn't found the right woman. But I find the appeal in letting Zoey lead."

"Oh yeah. I completely agree." Jer grinned and glanced at Ash. "I wonder if Ash could ever be a sub."

Ash rolled his eyes. "I'm Alpha, Jer. I only top. My nature won't let me bottom and let her lead me."

I grinned but turned back to the bed when I heard Zoey moan softly. I sat on the bed next to her and smoothed her hair back from her face as her eyes fluttered open. At first, she looked dazed but then her eyes focused on me. My breath caught at the beautiful and happy smile on her face. 

"You ok, baby?"

"Mmhmm, more than ok." Her gaze shifted. "Ash, Jer… that was fucking amazing. That was so much better than porn. I never knew sex could feel like that."

I smiled and shook my head. "It typically doesn't baby. It takes just the right situation to make it feel like that."

"What do you mean?"

I kissed her gently. "We love you and you love us. We're mates. That's what made it so powerful, so special."

"Will it feel that way all the time?"

"Probably. I know every time you do anything with us it's always overwhelming."

"Oh…"

"Is that ok baby? We don't want you to feel uncomfortable with us or what we do together."

She sat up and cupped my cheek and kissed me slowly. "Yes. You all make me feel so special. Loved and adored. And I couldn't imagine anyone else being my firsts for pretty much everything in my life. My first kisses. The first to make love to me. The first of every sexual experience I've ever had. The first to ever give me a real home. And the first and only to ever have my heart."

I closed my eyes and leaned into her touch. I loved this woman so damn much. I couldn't even imagine life without her now. I opened my eyes and I saw she had felt everything I had felt in that moment, and it made her so happy.

"I love you, Zoey. Forever and always. Wherever you are, that's where my home is."

Jer cleared his throat as we all were swamped with love and emotion.

"How are you feeling, love?"

I smiled as Zoey yawned.

"Honestly? Tired. But I owe Deke his turn."

"No baby. I can wait. You need rest. I know how exhausting that experience was, and you need sleep more than you realize."

She nodded and climbed under the covers. She pulled back a corner and gestured for me to get under as well. 

"Then come cuddle me. And you guys too. I want all three of you to snuggle me. Please?"

"How could we say no to that, sweetheart."

Together we all piled on the bed and arranged ourselves so that we were all touching her so she would know we were there. I closed my eyes and relaxed as contentment flooded me. I was finally with my mate and my family.