Heaven

Sleeping with no worries of school ,exams and projects  just felt different ,it was so peaceful until the hurricane arrived.I could hear people screaming and that snapped me out of my dream just when the priest was about to say "You may kiss the bride ".

I actually feared that something was wrong so I ran out of my room following our family emergency drill.But then I was the only one stressed out.Mom ,dad and Eun Ae were just standing by the window  looking out side totally zoned out.

I went to check out what they were so dumbfound by and there they were screaming,cheering ,banging the gate some even protesting.The EVIF fans were gathered outside my gate  ready to rip me to pieces like a hungry pack of wolves.I thought to myself these are the same people who have glowsticks and cry at concerts.

Even the press was there.I could watch what was going on outside my gate on the tv.Who would've thought .Luckily it was a Saturday  so we didnt have to go anywhere.Watching the fans give  their comments was quite enlightening.

They were on me like glue.Some fans were saying I cheated .Some thought  I was not deserving, this other  girl even stated the fact that I did not even follow the group or like any of their pictures. Heck ,they had me good ,and it's not like I could say anything back since most of it was true.Most of the fans just wanted to cheer me on ,they were just happy someone  was going to live their dream .Some just wanted me to take their gifts to the group.The good pretty much outweighed the bad.All I had to do was wait for Mr Hwang to come in the evening. 

In the afternoon, I saw my Korean barbie fighting her way through the crowd like never before.This is the same girl who doesn't go to concerts because she doesn't want alot of people around her,something about being claustrophobic .It seemed like her claustrophobia only hit when it was necessary for her to get out of something she didn't  want to do.I always played along though ,I highly doubt I'd win the argument if I confronted her.I had never thought that Lisa had it in her,but  as  my first love sang  "never say never".

I finally had someone to have a proper chat with.Talking with my sister was always a pain but talking with Lisa always felt really  great, she gets me.And my barbie hadn't come empty handed she actually bought something for me,so I thought.Well she only got a dress for me yet she knows I hate dresses so that was kinda useless  and just so  I would agree to take her presents to the guys .

Well I wasn't going to say no to my bestfriend .Even though she was the one who had declared that  crushing over boy bands was for kids ,yes  that Lisa. Luckily the things wouldn't take much space they were just 5 watches ,well 5 expensive watches to be exact. 

She couldn't stay any longer as she had a plane to catch ,but we did get time to talk about Kyung Soo. Lisa  was hopeful that this was my time to finally get the guy like in those fairy tales.

The sun set ,the fans still stood tall and my nerves were on another level.Time kept on going by and Mr Hwang wasn't showing up.Could he have found a replacement. I mean it wasn't that hard to do  with millions of fans crying over this chance.

That's when the doorbell finally  rang .Eun Ae was quick to open it hopping he'd brought the boyband with him this time but luck was not on her side.Mr Hwang came in and it's as if he knew by the look on my face that I was now willing to go so he just said "Are you ready?".

I was a bit hesitant and sceptical but still I was ready. I got all of my luggage  downstairs  and had to begin the hardest part of it all,saying goodbye to my family. Yeah sure Eun Ae and I fight alot, I get mad at mom and dad teases me alot but it really sucked  .This was going to be the first time I'd leave them for that long.

Who was going to take Eun Ae to school,help mom cook and remind dad to take his keys with him . Even though I barely do this ,I cried on this particular occasion ,I cried like the big baby I am.

As we were about to exit Mr Hwang asked me to do something unspeakable. I mean who does this to a person ,and I'm only a kid. How was I supposed to live like this?He could have as well left me to die in some ditch.

He wanted me, Min Yoonah to leave my phone at home.I'm the same girl whose life revolves around this little rectangle. Yes I forget to charge it sometimes, I've  even dropped it a couple times but still he was asking for too much. How was I going to sketch,who was going to keep growing my playlist and most importantly how was I going keep in touch with the world,my family, my bestfriend and my future BOYFRIEND .

I almost went back home but I wasn't sure I would make it through the night with Eun Ae living in the same house as I.Holding it so tightly as I did not want to hand it over I tugged with Mr Hwang for a couple  minutes then finally gave in. I felt as if a part of me had just died .

It was all for the protection of the boys.I thought to myself since I was making this sacrifice, which he deemed little, I made sure he took all the gifts the fans had prepared.I'm not sure if it was still a punishment to him since it back fired.He had came with 2 cars and both were full to the T.We were so cramped that I could not wait to arrive but the journey was taking an eternity.

I could not see anything outside all the way there but when the car stopped I prayed we'd reached our destination. Then It started moving again shattering my hopeful heart,but then it stopped after a short while.I just assumed the first stop was at the gate.

My face lit up as the words "We're here" came out of Mr Hwang's mouth.He opened the door and I jumped out ready to take in all the oxygen in the atmosphere. I stretched a little then  turned to look at the house.

It was a breath taking piece of art.Never had I ever seen a house like that before.It was weirdly beautiful, very morden looking. I was about to spend a month in this heavenly house.And to think this was only the outside what awaited me inside.

I almost hit my self for even considering not going .What a dummy I am.In this moment as I was mesmerized,  scanning this lovely house I totally forgot I ever had a phone ,family ,friend or even a crush.

I grabbed my satchel  and the rest of the bags were taken by the driver.I could see he was struggling a bit .Well he had no idea what  he was carrying and I wasn't about to tell him.

We walked up to the door  and Mr Hwang rang the doorbell .The door was opened as if they were heavens gates and  behind this lied  an  angel  who  made me weak in my knees and behind  were 4 other angels eagerly waiting so it seemed.I knew that the boys were really good looking but seeing them in person they looked a million times better,it's a miracle I didn't pass out.

One them  smiled at me and excitedly said "You're finally here".I couldn't even say anything, they probably thought something was mentally  wrong with me by the way I kept on staring at them but in a all honestly I was just star struck.

Two of the members then rushed me into the house  and sat me by the sofa.All the five angels now looked at me eagerly  still waiting for a response but  I lost my voice ,I couldn't utter a word.They must've thought I was a weirdo.

Mr Hwang  then asked if I knew their names casually thinking that I did.Well if Eun Ae was there to witness this she probably would have beat the life out of me.As I was about to node yes ,I couldn't even remember who was who ,everything was all mixed up so I shamefully shook my head no.All the hours Eun Ae had spent preparing me had gone into the trash.

One of the guys jokingly asked  "Is she even our fan "  and I don't know where it came from but my voice returned  .Of all the things I could've said  I blurted out "No" and they all laughed thinking I was joking .

Another member jokingly  asked "Then how come your here " and I again blurted "I didn't want to die in my sleep".Where was all this stupid stuff coming from,I quickly covered my mouth.