Prayers

"So, how's he now? "

"Not at his best, I have never seen him like that Nuri, I don't know what to do"

"He'll be alright mumma, just have faith in god"

"That's the reason I am still here talking to you"

"I don't know what to do Jia, all I can feel is the misery he's been going through, I have never seen him like that, he's literally in a pool of blood pressurising himself to just live a second more, to just give himself a chance"

"That's how life circle works Nuri, patience is what you need, he'll be okay but as per destiny wants him to be, we humans can't control everything right?That's why the Almighty exists... so what I am trying to convey is to have patience and at the same time have faith on God and you're good to go"

"You told me once you're family had doctors... so can't they do anything at the moment?"

"Ummm, I wish that they would be of any help as for now, but sorry they can't help you"

"But why? oh sorry they must be in a different field, anyways did you call Amit?"

"Actually my father was a surgeon and my brother, a neurosurgeon but yeah anyone different from the field is my mother, she's a dermatologist"

"So why can't they be of any help at the moment? Retired? or somewhere far?Oh wait Amit is calling me"

"Yeah, sure"

"Where were you from past 12 hours?"

"I worked over night, sorry for the delay, they just don't give a single second to rest I am telling you please don't drag yourself into this stuff better to attend internships and survive the shit out of this world"

"Then what was the need to drag yourself into all this?"

"Single child problems as always but... but... my parents never compelled me into this all I want to do is raise some money and help myself handle my own expenses, how long could I depend on them"

"Is this the only reason"?

"Yeah for now it is, don't you think the same for your family?"

"Yeah, I do but.... "

"You don't have any reason to elaborate Nuri, so better be quiet and leave me with my problems"

"Alright... so we're dealing with personal problems now.. right? so let's start with mine then Ariket is my brother, who had the right to know what was going on with him? who had the right?"

"I told you right? "

"When, when everything is out of control? when all I can do is cry in the corner of my room or roam alone in the garden at night? not having anyone to talk to? you know not being with him at the moment is the biggest regret I'll ever experience and you're talking about personal problems"

"Nuri, I didn't have the guts to talk about this to you directly, all I could do is pen down everything in a matter of days but you didn't even care to read it all this time... you fought with him and me and when we tried to contact you the night you were ill, you didn't even care to ask about his health the next day, this is what you've been doing from past 8-9 months and you're telling me about problems? I just don't want to fight with you... you can visit me in a cafe... I'll send you the address... if you want to do let me know"

Nuri was devastated and somewhat tired of her own self.. All she could think was how worst could she be... she couldn't help her brother even when he needed her the most. Now, only one person could solve her problem that was Amit.