who is this.?

I'm a 14 year old girl that have times when I'm struggling fighting for that word love vs life. Yes, we all have those struggles but I'm telling you now, your not alone we have seek some people say "I love you" but do they mean it. Some don't because it's a word not feelings. But let me tell you this life is a feeling, why because I got bullied and my life wasn't straight because that word love didn't mean anything to those who needed it and that was those who bullied me. If you have heard people say "I love you" ask them do you mean it.?