116 A Changed of Heart

Chapter 116

ERIKA LEIGH PARLAM

I'm a wreck—

Every waking moment is agony.

After that day of breaking up with Andy, I always woke up feeling like a crap, a shit: my head felt like being hammered without ceasing, my throat hurts from all the crying, and my heart— my heart felt like being rip apart and the pain is like no other.

I felt terrible—

My mind is muddled of unending thoughts, dragging me down to the dark world of depression.

And I'm emotionally and mentally drained—

There are times I thought of self destruction, like giving up my life for once so I could rest my suffering soul.

With all these shits, I blame myself.

Breaking up with Andy has never cross my mind, not even once. She's someone I could see my future with, but her actions in the past few days were all telling me— that she's giving up on us.