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I always used to dream that I was falling from a building, bridge or a cliff and always wake up with a jolt right before I hit the ground. I always used to wake up before I hit the ground.

But this time I keep on falling. This time I've already fallen, but not waking up. Maybe if I knew that I was going to keep on floating then I might've braved all the terrors and steel myself to finish the dream. I am floating … right?

This is … a dream, right?

I see a blinding light as I start to feel my body a little bit. I take a deep breath first because I feel like all the air was forced out of me. I breathe in slowly and deeply. Just from that alone I can feel pain all over my body. Moving my eyes is the only thing I can manage for now, and I look around. There are huge dark spots moving whenever I try to see and focus on something.

Something just touched my chest. I try to move my head to look at what was tugging at my shirt. My head was so heavy and my body so light. I can feel no strength in any part of my muscles, but I still force myself to. I look down at my chest. It's bare and my shirt is open. There's a head moving up and down, side to side. After watching what that head is doing to me I start to feel the sensation.

- "Ah! Stop!" I whisper to him as I breathe out. I can hardly keep my eyes open.

Even if I have to beg this son of a bitch I have to make him stop. Jerry looks up, smiles beaming. He's sitting on top of me with my boobs cupped in both his hands.

- "I'm so glad you're awake! I knew this would wake you up" he kisses my lips as he whispers. "You felt it a little didn't you? This slutty body of yours is so beautiful, Ema" he squeezes my boobs so tight it hurts. I gather all my strength and managed to move my right hand.

- "Please stop, Jerry" I say with my everything. My eyes start to get blurry with tears. It's funny how I can feel the warmth on my cheeks but no sensation down my waist.

- "Oh, Ema… soon you'll be begging me not to stop. Because I'll make you feel so good you'll want me everyday. That happened with Zoe." he leans in and whispers right to my ear, "I'm very experienced".

- "NO, please stop. Just let me go. Please!" I beg of him. I try to move my arms free but he's sitting on my upper body with all his weight. He quietly stares at my face and notice that I was crying. Then he licks my tears from both eyes with his wet tongue. "Please don't cry" he begs me. "Here look!" He brings out the vibrator and holds it over my head. "You love this thing, right? Don't worry I won't hurt you" after saying that he kisses me.

- "Mmph" I resist and shake my head as much as I could.

His dirty fucking tongue tries to penetrate my lips. I purse it so hard I can taste blood. But after a few tries he gives up and slaps me hard, right across my face. My face turns and stays in the direction he hit me, my mind becomes blank with shock. Then he grabs my hair forcefully and lifts my face up closer to his. Then he kisses me with his eyes open. I can feel an unfamiliar wetness crawling into my mouth. Exploring every inch of it without giving me any chance to breathe. He's pushing so hard I can feel his teeth hitting mine. I try to push away his face with my hand. But he just grabs it and holds it on top of my head, pinning both of my hands down in a swift. He finishes kissing me and I breathe in a deep breath as soon as he does. With a blushing face and controlling eyes he says

- "Let's start with this" and he turns on the vibrator. He's still staring right into my eyes every chance he has. Other times he's either kissing me all over or sucking on my nipples. Whenever he's playing there he would say to himself "So beautiful" or "You're mine!". I can feel that he's going down as he starts to kiss my belly and take off my pants. He holds the vibrator against my nipples as he heads down to my thighs.

- "Please, ah! I beg you. Don't!" I say as I try to hold on to my pants. And he did not like that. He yanks my pants away from my hands and spreads me open to the world to see. And he dives into me with his face.

- "No! NOOO! Ah!" I cry out. I tried to hit his head but as soon as his tongue started to move against my sensitive spot I lost all of my strength. Slurping sounds and hot sensations fill my mind. My moan is escaping alongside my tears. I desperately try to move my feet. No, I don't want this. Please. Please stop before I start to lose my sanity.

After a while he pulls his face away from me. I'm tired and weak and he knows that I've given up. After gazing at my naked body from the top his hands come down and tease my breasts again. He pinches hard both my nipples and with that sensation my legs jolt to awakening and folds up closer to my body. Yes! I think as I celebrate that I'm not crippled. But he doesn't notice that. Only that I'm spreading my legs open for him, inviting him. He smiles down at me.

- "That's my girl. I know you want this" he says. His hands go down to his pants and pull out his member. He pulls and slides me closer to his dick and I'm completely terrified. I will not let him do this to me! I look around for my knife, it has to be lying around somewhere here. He's stroking it up and down, sometimes slightly touching my wet parts. Teasing himself and me. His hands go inside his pocket and bring something out. He brings it up to his nose and sniffs it. I feel disgusted as soon as I realize what it is.

- "We could've done this way sooner if you had just come in through the door yesterday, instead of just gazing." he takes a deep breath in while his eyes closed. He continues smelling my used underwear. "I was specially turned on after finding this in your bag. I had to vent it out on someone, Ema. Pounding Zoe while sniffing on this was not enough for me. I even watched you naked twice on that day. Don't blame me!" he kissed my chest as he was speaking. "In the "Weaver" you were just stunning, I was speechless. And when you were taking a shower I just knew I had to have you. YOU… My beautiful, Ema" he whispers those words to my ears.

- "Please! Don't, Jerry! You'll regret doing this!" I plead. You'll regret this motherfucker! I threaten him in my mind. I moved his hand that was on my chest. And try to crawl away to the side. He grabs me and pins me under his hand. And there was another strike to my face.

- "Aw, Geez. Don't try to resist, Ema. I'm making love to you. Just accept it." he scolds me.

He brings the vibrator to my clitoris and just rests it there. I curl up in pleasure and pain from the rest of my body. My pussy was enjoying every single thing he's doing. But my mind is not. He gets in position and starts to tower over my body like he's ready to put it in. I could feel the tip penetrating me and from then on going deeper.

I look up at the sky. It's cloudy. Today was going so well. So well.

Then I notice something moving close to the trees. If it's an animal at least I'll focus my mind on it. I tiredly look for it. I follow the rustling noises and faint snarling sound.

It's John! My John. He's looking at me growling. Looking sideways trying to find a route he can take to go down so that he can take a bite. Then our eyes meet. He's looking straight into my eyes. I feel helpless and begs,

- "Please help me!" I whisper with my quivering lips.

I'm crying so hard now I can't see anything from the blurriness now. I'd given up hope completely. But one sight I was sure of, John falling down from the sky and landing right beside me. Then gets up with a deep growl then sinking his sharp teeth right into Jerry's neck.