The day it started was like a dream to me,
I was on the seventh cloud and everything
seemed me as if I own it
...FLOWERS seem to me as the GOD'S best
creativity and morning give me mark of
his presence but now mornings as well as
flowers seem to regular part and parcel of
life with eyes full filled with tears to see him
around but could not find him....I have lost
Him ,,, He his with somebody else and it is all
because of me...I should have respected
his time and love as well as loved him
back.....
This all started back in year 2009 when
I was in my 11th standard ND went for
an outing with my family to Shimla when
I met him.....the most romantic place
In this world.....we talked ,laughed ,had
fun.... because my father knowed him.after
my return to Shimla we get in to the chat and
as all he and I also fell into love.
He proposed me and I was on the top of the
world.....after 1 year of strong relationships
and love....one day my brother read one
message on my mobile and told my father
about all this.....the circumstances worsted
when my mother snatched my beloved
mobile from me.
We talked twice or thrice on the mobile
with my friend's number.That time family
seemed to me as the most evil persons I
have ever seen. Soon I passed my 12th and
joined college.... then I got my mobile back
and I was very happy because now I could
start a new phrase of my relationship.....but
now things were not falling into the places
as i wanted.....
New College....New friends.....and I was
surrounded by the fantasies of the world and
I started ignoring him....Did not picked his
call...if we talked also it was always starting
with the fight and ending with the fight....we
never officially broke up but it always
seemed like it has finished.... nothing could
been done to build up a relationship again
like it was.....
After 6 months I begin to felt the gap in my
life which was created due to his departure
from my life.....I ranged to him to tell him that I
was Influenced by the big and fantasy world
around me and I am very sorry.... I know that
he was not a things and what I did was
wrong but I was only 17 years.....but he
said he has moved on...but my life has not
moved a inch from that day...
Now he is with someone else...he love
someone else .... but I believe if the ending
is not happy .. it cant be end of the
story....Please Come back I am standing
where you left me.....