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Love or Thoughts?

Taehler Kan was a ruthless man, consumed by an insatiable desire that caused him to lose sight of his morals and values. He would do anything, regardless of the harm inflicted on others, to satisfy his cravings. This insatiable desire haunted Taehler, leaving him constantly tormented by regret and longing. He was captivated by an unyielding grip of his desires, unable to escape its grasp. "I yearned for you beyond measure, needing your presence more than anything, yet now the intensity of my desire for you consumes me, while I remain unable to attain you." *** In a moment of anguish, Jade squeezed her eyes shut and bit her bottom lip hard, her teeth sinking into the soft flesh as she fought to suppress her emotions. "Please, love me. I'm falling apart. I need you more than anything," Jade begged, her voice quivering with desperation as she was consumed by overwhelming despair. Jade Jean's innocence shone in her studies, her relationships, and her daily life. At the age of 16, Jade made the difficult decision to leave her mother in Cuba, and move to America to pursue her dream of studying at Stanford University. This journey marked the beginning of her beautiful story, yet it was filled with unexpected challenges and heartache. "Did I hurt you that much?" Jade sat on the bed, clenching the envelope tightly. +++++ Author's Note: This book is the first in a series of five standalone novels titled "The Softest Petal of A Blue Rose" Each novel explores the protagonists' love stories in different parallel universes. Reader discretion is advised for mature audiences, as the book contains strong language, explicit sexual content, and mature themes such as mental health issues (depression, panic attacks, self-harm), obsession, possessiveness, and death. "Love or Thoughts: Book 1- The Softest Petal of A Blue Rose." A.J.V Sphej

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CHARACTERS

JADE JEAN

Age: 16

Parent(s): Jeanne Haln, Jule Jean

Sibling(s): Stephen Jean, Johnny Jean, Webner Jean

Stepsister: Rubby Morrison

Stepmother: Ludia Morrison

Nickname: Precious, Poupée, Cutie

TAEHLER KAN

Age: 23

Sibling(s): Skenjley Kan, Nakth Kan

Nickname: Moon, Venus, Bear

Parent(s): Ekther Kan, Ruth Paul Kan

DAMIEN GILBERT

Age: 18

Sibling(s): 0

Mother: Rita Gilbert

Father: Unknown

Nickname: Biby, Erjlan

RUBBY MORRISON

Age: 21

Father: unknown

Stepfather: Jule Jean

Mother: Ludia Morrison

Stepsiblings: Jade Jean, Webner Jean, Johnny Jean

Sibling(s): Stephen Jean (half-brother)

JULE JEAN

Age: 47

Children: Johnny Jean, Jade Jean, Webner Jean, Stephen Jean

Ex-wife(s): Jennifer Anderson, Jeanne Haln, Natalie Laure

Wife: Ludia Morrison

Nickname: Jay or J

LUDIA MORRISON

Age: 44

Children: Rubby Morrison, Stephen Jean

Step Children: Johnny Jean, Jade Jean, Webner Jean

Husband: Jule Jean

NAKTH KAN

Age: 24

Parent(s): Ekther Kan, Ruth Paul Kan

Sibling(s): Taehler Kan, Skenjley Kan

SKENJLEY KAN

Age: 26

Sibling(s): Taehler Kan, Nakth Kan

Parent(s): Ekther Kan, Ruth Paul Kan

HANNAH JACOB

Age: 24

Parent(s): Macklius Jacob, Lynne Mircel Jacob

Sibling(s): Yves Mircel (half-brother)

Nickname: Sunny

YVES MIRCEL

Age: 25

Mother: Lynne Mircel

Father: Patrick Salvador

Stepfather: Macklius Jacob

Sibling(s): Hannah Jacob (half-sister)

JASMINE PEKER

Age: 23

Sibling(s): 0

Parent(s): Carlo Peker, Tamarre Oden Peker

Nickname: Kitten

JOHNNY JEAN

Age: 17

Parent(s): Jule Jean, Jennifer Anderson

Sibling(s): Jade Jean, Webner Jean, Stephen Jean

Stepsister: Rubby Morrison

Stepmother: Ludia Morrison

WEBNER JEAN

Age: 15

Sibling(s): Jade Jean, Johnny Jean, Stephen Jean

Parent(s): Jule Jean, Natalie Laure

Stepsister: Rubby Morrison

Stepmother: Ludia Morrison

STEPHEN JEAN

Age: 12

Parent(s): Jule Jean, Ludia Morrison

Sibling(s): Johnny Jean, Webner Jean, Jade Jean, Rubby Morrison

KENSLEY LOVENSKY

Age: 23

Parent(s): unknown

Siblings: 0

HULJY LEONOR

Age: 25

Sibling(s): 0

Parent(s): Samuel Leonor, Elizabeth Charles Leonor

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[TRIGGER WARNING]⚠️

Reader discretion is advised for mature audiences, as the book contains strong language, explicit sexual content, and mature themes such as mental health issues (depression, panic attacks, self-harm), obsession, possessiveness, and death.

Author's Note:

A heartfelt thank you to those who have embarked on this literary journey with me. As a token of my gratitude, I would like to share some insights into my creative process.

This book is the first in a series of five standalone novels titled "The Softest Petal of A Blue Rose" Each novel explores the protagonists' love stories in different parallel universes.

While each book presents a unique storyline, certain leitmotifs, and themes recur throughout, creating a cohesive narrative tapestry. You can read each book independently, but experiencing them in numerical order may provide a deeper appreciation for the overarching themes and character dynamics.

As I navigate the complexities of this interconnected series, I am constantly striving to find a balance between continuity and originality. The characters' personalities and experiences evolve from one book to the next, reflecting the transformative power of love and the diverse landscapes of their emotional journey.

Would you prefer to embark on this literary odyssey in chronological order?

1. Love or Thoughts?

2. (Coming soon)

3. (Coming soon)

4. (Coming soon)

5. (Coming soon)

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Please refrain from duplicating my work, as this story and the series it belongs to, hold a great sentimental value to me.

Translation of my work is strictly prohibited.

To my readers, both present and future, I extend a warm welcome. May you find solace, inspiration, and profound connections with the characters and their stories.

"Love or Thoughts: Book 1- The Softest Petal of A Blue Rose."

A.J.V. Sphej

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