Chapter 2:

AS I LOOK UP IN THE SKY...COLORED GALAXY .. PURPLE ... PINK .. LITTLE YELLOW ... BLUE ... DARK BLUE ..

SEE THE STARS POPPING UP IN THE SKY ... BUT I KEPT MY BODY STANDING STRAIGHT TAKING THAT POSTURE SERIOUSLY AS I TAKE DEEP BREATH ... AND LET IT GO ...

IT WAS WINTER .. AND A LITTLE SNOWY .. I HAD TO TAKE A WALK .. AWAY FROM MY DORM 4 IN THE MORNING ... IT WAS MY SOPHOMORE YEAR IN THE UNIVERSITY OF CHICAGO ...

I HAVEN'T SLEPT WELL SINCE I ARRIVE HERE .... BECAUSE I WILL REMEMBER HIM ... IN MY DREAMS OF THAT NIGHT ...

AS I CLOSE MY EYES.. KEEPING THAT POSTURE STRAIGHT AN STEADY ..JUST LET THE MUSIC OF MY HEADPHONES PLAY ON MY EARS ... IT WAS OUR SONG ...

( YOU - KEATON HENSON ... UP CHECK IT OUT IS GOOD )

BY HEARING THIS SONG PLAYING IN MY EARS AGAIN AND AGAIN. ... I FEEL WEAK.. INSIDE MY BODY AS MY BODY IS CHATTER IN TINY PIECES .. I DON' T KNOW HOW TO REACT IT JUST HURT ME TO SEE IT AND HURT IT .. I KEPT TAKING DEEP BREATHS IN AND LET THEM OUT IN THE OXYGEN OUR EARTH IS GIVING US ...

I LET MY EYES GET WATERY ...

I LET THOSE WATERY TEARS SLIDE OFF MY EYES... BECAUSE I FEEL WEAK AND HURT .. I DON'T KNOW WHAT T0 DO ... I FEEL HURT ... I. LET HIM DOWN ... I SHOULD OF BE THE ONE GONE NOT HIM ... PLEASE BABY ... COME BACK TO ME ...

I CRY MYSELF TO SLEEP SINCE YOU LEFT ME BABY ...

I CRY MYSELF THE NIGHT I SAW YOU LAYING DOWN .. COLD HEARTED WITH NO BLOOD INSIDE OF YOU ... YOU WERE COLD ... NO COLOR .. JUST WHITE ... YOUR BROWN HAIR ... LOST THERE SHINY TONE WHEN I RUBBED MY HAND AGAINST IT ... YOUR EYES WERE COLORLESS.. I LOST YOUR BEAUTIFUL GREEN CARAMEL EYES ... I WILL SEE EACH TIME ....

YOUR CHEEKS WERE WHITE AND PALE AS I. TOUCH IT ... I FELT YOUR LAST SMALL PIECES OF HAIR ... BECAUSE YOU DIDN'T SHAVE THAT NIGHT BABY ... AS MY TEARS FLOOD MY EYES AGAIN AND AGAIN ... I LET THEM GO ... BECAUSE THE PAIN THAT IS CAUSING INSIDE OF ME WONT CHANGE THE FACT THAT HE AIN'T HERE WITH ME ... I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH OUT YOU AMOR MIO ...

YOU LEFT ME BROKEN ... HURT ... CRYING EVERY NIGHT ... ... PRAYING FOR ME TO GIVE ME A SIGNAL TO MOVE ON .... OR A SIGN NEVER LOVE SOMEONE AGAIN .... BABE PLEASE GIVE ME A REASON TO FEEL FREE ... ALL I FEEL IS PAINNN

SCREAM ... PPPPPN AAAAAIIINNN MARCOS PAIN ... LET ME KNOW WHAT TO DO ...

I REMEMBERED THAT NIGHT WHEN YOU LAY THERE ... COLD ... YOU DIDN'T MOVE ... YOUR LIPS LOST THERE RED TONE WHENEVER WE KISS TO LONG ... YOU LOST THE PUFFINESS OF THEM THEY WERE FLAT ... ... I TOUCH YOUR PALE FACE BABY AND LET MY TEARS CRY .... I PLAY OUR SONG INSIDE THE MORGUE .... AN SING THE SONG TO YOU ... ALL I WANTED TO DO IS TO SEE YOU AGAIN ...

I WANTED TO SEE YOU STAND UP ... FROM THAT FLAT TABLE ... THAT COVERS YOU ... HALF BOTTOM OF YOUR BODY ... AND WRAPPED YOUR ARMS AROUND ME AN TELL ME THAT EVERYTHING WAS GOING TO BE OKAY ... YOU WEREN'T GONE .. YOU WERE PLAYING A DEAD GAME WITH ... ME ...

I CRY SO HARD IN YOUR CHEST THAT WAS ALREADY STITCH UP ... I TOUCH THE STITCHES AROUND YOU AND KISS THEM SLOWLY .... I TOUCH YOUR CHEST SLOWLY ... MY TEARS WOULD FALL DOWN TO YOUR CHEST ... I LET THEM THERE UNTIL YOUR BODY WILL TAKE THEM ... I WILL WHISPERED IN YOUR EAR ...

( BABY COME BACK TO ME ... TELL ME THIS ISN'T HAPPENING TO ME .. YOU PROMISE .. ME ... THAT WE WILL GET MARRY ... WE HAVE OUR OWN FAMILY BABE ... I WAS ENGAGE WITH YOU BABY ... YOU GAVE ME A PROMISE RING ... BABY YOU MADE ME FEEL LOVE ... NOW THAT YOU ARE GONE WHOS GOING TO BE THE ONE NEXT TO ME ... TOUCHING MY FACE... GIVING ME THE SWEET KISSES... WHOS GOING TO SPOILED ME NOW ... YOU WILL TELL ME ... IT DOESN'T MATTER HOW MUCH I SPEND IN YOU .. WHAT IT MATTER IS OUR HAPPINESS .. YOU TAUGHT ME TO BE BRAVE ... AN LOVE AGAIN BABY.... YOU PROOF EVERYONE WRONG THAT OUR RELATIONSHIP WASN'T GONNA WORK ... BUT IT DID WE LASTED 1 YEAR AND 6 MONTHS ... WE WERE PLANNING TO GET MARRIED IN 4 MONTHS ... BUT EVERYTHING HAS TO BE CANCEL .... )

( I REST MY HEAD AGAINST HIS CHEST .. CRY MY EYES OUT UNTIL THEY WERE DRY AS FUCK ... HE WAS MY BEST FRIEND .... HE WASN'T SUPPOSE TO LEAVE ME BEHIND HE TOLD ME IF I DIE ONE DAY HE WILL DIE WITH ME ... WE WERE ROMEO AND JULIET TOGETHER .. WE PROMISE EACH OTHER THAT OUR LOVE WASN'T GOING TO SEPARATED US)

AS THE SONG YOU - KEATON HENSON PLAYED FOR 10TH TIME HERE IN THE MORGUE ... I HAVE BEING HERE FOR AN 1 AND HALF .. SINGING TO HIM .. CRYING MY EYES OUT .... LET MY PAIN GO WITH HIM ... I KNEW HE WAS IN THE SKY LOOKING UP TO ME ... I GRAB MY NECKLACE AND PUT MY RING .... PUT IT AROUND HIS NECK ... AND I TOOK HIS .. PLACE IT ON MY FINGER ,... I WILL KNOW HE WONT BE ALONE IN THAT SKY HE WILL HAVE SOMETHING FROM ME ... THAT WILL BE MY ENGAGEMENT RING HE GAVE ME 3 WEEKS AGO...

I WOKE UP FROM A 2 WEEK LONG COMA ...

THAT NIGHT WAS A HORRIBLE NIGHT FOR ME TO REMEMBER.. I JUST REMEMBER PARTS OF IT .....

WHAT I WONT FORGET IS THIS ....

" I LOVE YOU GEORGIA.... I LOVE YOU FOREVER...."

THAT'S ALL I REMEMBER ...

WHEN THE SONG YOU - KEATON HENSON IS ABOUT TO END ...

I LOOK UP AT HIM ... HE WAS COLORLESS... HE WASN'T THE MAN I MET ... HE WAS A STRANGER BUT I KNEW IT WAS HIM ... BY HIS CHEEKS POP ... AND HIS HANDS ... AS I GRAB HIS HAND .,.. I OPEN HIS FINGER AN SEE MY NAME TATTOO ON HIS MIDDLE FINGER ....

"GEORGIA "

I JUST SMILE .. KISS IT ONE LAST TIME ,.... I STAND UP.. GOT CLOSE TO HIS FACE ... GAVE HIM THE LAST KISS ON HIS LIPS .. I MISS HIS WARM BLOSSOM LIPS .... THIS ONES WHERE COLD AN FRAGILE .,... I LET GO OF HIS LIPS .. PULL THE COVERS UP TO COVER HIS FACE AND BODY WELL .. I KEPT MY POSTURE HIGH AN TALL .... MADE MY WAY OUT OF THE MORGUE ....

PLUGGED MY HEADPHONES ON .... PLAYED IT AGAIN ... AGAIN ...

THE SAME SONG .... AND WHISPERED TO MYSELF ...

" I WILL SEE YOU ONE DAY AMOR MIO .. MARCOS NEVER FORGET ME ... THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING YOU DID FOR ME ... THANK YOU ... SO MUCH ... I WILL GO TO YOUR FUNERAL BABY ... SEE YOU THERE "

TO BE CONTINUE ..

TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK ... IT BROKE ME WHEN I TYPED IT ..