Love me to death

I was in love with myself, body and soul and mind. How so mean could he be?, Sister always take chances once you are having intimate with the guy you love in your life.

It was September of 2020, I decided to stay some one month without physically bothering Douglas, but obviously we tried to keep the communication flowing this is because we were all fixed with work, he was working as an IT technician in Entebbe ( Uganda) and I was a manager at a furniture shop in Jinja ( Uganda)

Alot of things happen during long distance relationships, everyone can be thinking negatively about the other partner, since we all had our ex's leaving in the districts of our work, it caused nightmares, jealous, envy and anger in our relationship.

It was a Friday morning, we were texting on phone and suddenly I typed " let's break up". Oh my God , I thought I typed this in the sense of thinking about what I used to mention to him.

I was angry, and maybe very jealous of him, that's why I came up with such a topic.

" It's ok , he replied. "But don't forget since we are done I don't want to ever be your friend."

Oh God, I thought, what have I done to myself?, deep down my heart, I didn't mean to call for the break up, I just wanted him to plead a sorry and tell me how he can't lose me and how much he loved and adored me. Sis I was very wrong, I just needed to get myself together.