✿ Chapter Four

NATHANN'S POV

"So! Look look look~ I found this box when I was cleaning my room yesterday and guess what this box contains?" Geordi plopped on my bed beside me after slamming my bedroom door shut,

"Uh... Those love letters and recorders that you made for your past crushes?" I nonchalantly answered him with my eyes  still stuck on my phone,

"You could've guessed a different answer so it's gonna be fun but whatever. Yep you're right AND WE'RE LISTENING AND READING THEM TONIGHT SO YEET THAT PHONE OF YOURS!" He grabbed my phone and threw it on the couch in front of my bed and he fixed himself in front of me with the oh-so-special box in the middle of us.

The dim lights in my bedroom and the open window beside us was setting the mood, a reminiscent mood, not... Not the romantic mood, no. I'm not gay.

He grabbed the first letter in the box and read it silently at first. He made a disgusted face and massaged his forehead.

"This... This is really cringe..."

I raised a brow and grabbed the letter from him. I laughed out loud at his letter but almost had me dying at the last part,

'Please love me and notice me, s-senpai~~~'

"Oh god, Geordi. What did you do to your life?" I laughed,

"He was whipped for anime back then, okay?!!" Geordi's face was a bright shade of red, and it just made me laugh even more.

Ah, I forgot to mention. Geordi... He's.. He's gay... But I still love him as my best friend. And he's the only gay that I'll let myself get attached to. No. I don't want to get attached to another man other than Geordi.

"Hey, Nathann? You alright? You're spacing out." A hand was on my head and Geordi's face was inches in front of me.

I pushed him away and nodded, handing him back the letter that was almost yellow because of how long it was stuck in the box.

"I'm fine, you can continue." He smiled widely and grabbed the recorder next,

"Oh! It's the song I wrote for Tyron back in 8th grade!" He played it and I felt a slight sting once again in my heart,

"Completely random, Geordi, but... Do you think I have heart disease?" Geordi stared at me in disbelief,

"Bro, did you smoke weed again?"