Chapter 4

I laid him on top of my bed and tucked him under the blanket. "You should take a rest," I said before leaving him in my bedroom. I went to the kitchen to get him a glass of water in case he gets thirsty. I went back to my bedroom again and put the glass on top of the small drawer beside my bed. "Drink this if you get thirsty, okay? If you want something else, just knock on the door and I'll come to you," I said as I looked at his flushed face.

He just looked at me and grabbed my arm. "P-Please have sex with me..." He begged with teary eyes. I shook my head and said, "I'm sorry." I removed his hands from my arm and headed out of the bedroom.

I looked at my pants, and I could see a bulge due to my erection.

Fuck.

I immediately ran to the bathroom and unbuckled my belt. I pulled my pants and underwear down, and saw my thing—rock hard and twitching.

Damn it.

I leaned my back against the bathroom door and touched myself as I thought of him.

He's just laying there on my bed, helpless and begging for me to have sex with him. I could do him right now, but that would be wrong.

I masturbated instead.

As I went out of the bathroom, I heard loud banging on my bedroom door. I rushed to the door and said, "Are you alright? Do you need something?" I could hear him panting on the other side of the door. "I want y-you... I want to have sex with you... Please... j-just this once..." He begged.

Fuck. I just finished masturbating, yet I'm hard again.

"I already told you that I can't," I said firmly and bit my lower lip until it bled. The banging stopped, so I opened the door a bit to take a peek. I was taken into surprise when he suddenly pulled my arm and cupped my cheeks. "You're bleeding," he said as he moved his face closer to mine. He placed his lips on top of mine and licked to blood off my lips. My eyes narrowed as I looked at him while scrunching my brows at the same time.

No. He would probably hate this if he could think straight right now.

I pushed him slightly and said, "You're in heat. The fertility rate of omegas when they're in heat is very high. You might get preg—" He kissed my lips once again and sat on top of my thighs. "We can use a condom," he said as his hands crawled to my chest. "I don't have any right now," I said as I averted my gaze to the floor.

I don't want to see his face. I might pounce on him if he gets more aggressive than he is right now.

"Then... I'll just have a baby with you."

I clenched my jaw and pinned him on the floor. "Please, don't speak anymore or else... I might actually do something bad to you," I said as I looked him in the eye. He blinked his eyes slowly until his eyes had narrowed, and he finally closed his eyes.

I stood up and carried him back to my bed.

He must've taken the sleeping pill I put next to the glass of water that I prepared earlier.

I have to calm down...

I tucked him under the blanket and took a close look on his face. He has glossy jet black hair, long eyelashes, small and narrow nose, and soft pink lips. His skin was fair and his cheeks were still slightly flushed. I could see that his figure was small and petite even under the blanket.

I looked at his hands and saw how small it was. His fingers were thin and not quite long, and his palms were pink and soft.

He looks so adorable. I want him to be my omega.

I stood up and shook my head. I smiled in disbelief and said, "No way. We just met. I must be insane." I went to the other side of the bed and opened the drawer to get my suppressants.

It was my mistake not taking my suppressants earlier. Maybe I was too preoccupied and was too focused to calm myself down, that I could not think rationally.

I immediately took one tablet and headed out of the room.

If I stayed there longer, I might do something to him and I don't want that to happen.

I sat on the sofa and lay down afterwards, and without realizing, I fell asleep.

*****

I slowly opened my eyes and rose suddenly from my lying position when I realized that I had that omega in my room. I rushed to my bedroom, almost tripping, and when I opened the door, my shoulders drooped when I did not see him there.

Maybe he's in the bathroom?

I searched for him all over the condo, but to my disappointment, I did not even see his shadow.

I sat back at the sofa and laughed at myself for acting so pathetic.

My phone rang, so I took it and answered the call. It was from my little brother again. "Why are you calling me again, Troy?" I said, showing my annoyance through the tone of my voice. "What's with you? Bad mood?" He said and chuckled. "Just get to the point. Why did you call me?" I said as I looked at the floor. "Well, I have good news. I finally found my first love after months of searching," he said.

I could hear him breathe out as he smiled over the phone. "I'll send you his picture later," he continued. "Alright. I'm hanging up," I said and ended the call.

A few seconds later, my phone vibrated, so I looked at the message he sent me.

He was so crazy over that omega several years ago. I wonder how he looks like.

As I clicked his message, my mouth gaped open when I saw who it was.

My... omega.