Scared for life

He imprinted on me , he loved me like no other , he touched me like no one ever did , he held me like no other , it was all magical , maybe best of life where a perfect man like him existed .Yet he gave me so many hurtful memories , memories that play inside my head 24/7 , i dont know what ill do without him , loosing him was biggest loss in my life but that one lie ruined everything , if he didn't lied that night we would've been together today , if he didn't cheated, hide another connection , we would've been together today , he left me in pieces and scared for life